Compilation of Poems

C

I am lying out of the night
'Cause I just want to think of nothing
I just want to see the night sky
The heavenly bodies shimmering

And then I suddenly realized
Pitch black - It's all that I see tonight
It's like sleeping without a dream
A pure darkness is all at my sight

Still searching for a light to come
And I will wait for it all night long
But I think I'll give up on looking
I feel like everything went so wrong

The feeling's like I've done something bad
Worst part is that I don't even know
Brought to jail for uncommited crime
I feel the same, my heart tells me so

I feel down like falling into abyss
And cry out like a winter storm
Did I made a mistake to someone
And made them suffer, broken and torn?

Then I finally see a bright light
A newborn star lights up my life
It made me the happiest of men
The greatest gift of my entire life

Awaken, like there's nothing happened
It's all just black - It's the end of line
I weep all these tears and stand up
And my conclusion: Now's not the time

I guess I have to come back next time
Now I feel like I am so alone
I lost for tonight; That ends the day
I'm tired for now; I wanna go home.

-Exevia, June 15, 2015