The Reasons Why I Need You

16. Hind Sight

        Well I guess Jared is over me. For the past week, I see him with some Barbie doll look alike at lunch. It sucks. Sometimes you don't realize you miss someone's company until they're completely gone. Then again, I don't blame him for being done with me.
        I spot Evelyn and make my way towards her. She should have some advice for this whole mess. Plus I need to stop thinking about Jared and maybe this will help me get over this or him? Screw that one. I'll be thinking about him for the rest of the year and the Barbie doll look alike will be there to remind me of what an idiot I am.
         "Evelyn, what made you like Victor?"
         "Well, he's hot-"
         "Ew," I blurt out. "Never mind, scratch that question out please."
         "Whatever. Why did you ask?"
         "No reason."
         "Is this about Jared again?"
         "Yes..."
         "Why don't you grow a pair and tell him how you feel," she says like it's the easiest thing ever.
         "Well first off, I'm not a boy so I can't grow a pair. Second, he doesn't care about me anymore and so he moved on to Barbie."
          "Psh, moved on? Please, he's only using her to get to you dummy."
          "No! Because he-"
          "Emma, Victor told me about Jared's plan. Jared really likes you because your different than most girls. Trust me Victor told me everything word for word, but I'm going to let Jared tell you everything instead. Go talk to him," she says laughing lightly.
          "But-"
          "No butts. Go."
          "Fine," I say standing up and walking towards him. This should be interesting. Each step I take towards him I feel my chest clench up tighter and tighter. What's wrong with me? I can always turn around and walk away. That sounds like a good plan. Too late, he sees me.
          "Hey Emma. Miss me yet?"
          "Shut up," I say. Before I realize what the hell I'm doing my lips are on his.

Happiness! Eeeeeeeee lol