[BTS V] Coma

8

*Door banging*

"Hello?"

I roll over and yawn.

*Bang *

"Is anyone in there?"

The voice is blurry. Maybe I'm dreaming.

"Yujin!"

I pry my eyes open and jump up in my bed. Wait...I'm in unnie's bedroom.

"Yujin are you in there?"

It's Taehyung.

I smooth my hair down and walk over to the front door, yanking it open. Taehyung looks at me with a worried expression and pulls me into a hug.

"Why didn't you pick up your phone? You made me worried." His hand travels down my arm and attempts to interlock our fingers but stops. "What is this?"

We pull apart and I look down at my hands. It's the card that Taehyung gave to Unnie. Why am I holding it?

Taehyung takes the card and reads it carefully. His face immediately became priceless. His mouth is ajar and I don't know whether to scream or cry.

"Y-yujin. W-what...how did you?"

I purse my lips together to stop them from trembling. So it's true.

"Yujin...wait. I should have told you-"

"Were you really Taehyung? After months? That you dated my dead sister? That you were her-" I swallow the lump in my throat. "First love?"

"It's not what you think-"

"It's exactly what I think! Now that I realize...you wouldn't have dated me in the first place if you didn't knew I was her sister. Why? Does dating me give you a second chance with her?" I spit out the words like venom.

He shakes his head and runs a hand down his face. "No no no you have to listen to me."

"Don't. Whatever your excuse is, it's not my problem anymore. We're over." I say before shutting the door.

I lean on the door and slide down, kneeling down while burying my face into my hands. For a minute, I can feel his touch on my arm again. For a minute I can still feel his presence behind the door, waiting for me to open once more. But when I stand up to peek through the door hole,

His gone.

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I'll be home late again. Can you please help me buy some milk and bread at the convenient store? Or else I won't have breakfast for tomorrow. Thank you my daughter.

I read the message mom just sent me. Great, just as I was about to retreat from the world. It's been 5 hours since what happen with Taehyung. He hasn't call me yet. I guess we're really over.

I put on my jacket to keep myself warm in this cold night and step out of my house. Just as I was about to walk out, I notice a figure sitting at the front gate by the pile of rocks. The figure turns around and I'm slightly not taken aback. Taehyung stands up immediately and waits for me to walk over. But all I did was walk pass him.

"Can we please talk?" he pleads but I ignore, plugging in my earpiece.

I walk ahead and make my way into the convenient store. I pick up all the necessities and pay for it. As I was paying, I look out the window and see Taehyung leaning against the store glass with his head down. I think he doesn't get the message that I want to be left alone.

I walk out of the store and he grabs my hand at the chance. I roll my eyes towards his, glaring at him cruelly enough.

"One chance- please" he mouths. The music was still blasting in my ears. I yank his hands away and walk off.

After walking a distance, I reach the main gate of my home. I was about to open the gate until Taehyung snatches the plastic from my hand and drops in on the floor.

"What are you doing?!" I exclaim, plugging the ear piece out. He takes that too and drops it to the floor with my phone making a noise that pisses me off.

"You could have broken that!"

"I don't care!" he shouts and I flinch.

"Your hand phone? Your earpiece? I can replace that. But I can't replace you. So please, listen to me."

I frown and look away from him. I can't afford any eye contact right now.

"About Yerin? It's true. She was my first love. I didn't want you to know it this way. I was planning to tell you one day."

I scoff and cross my arms.

"And it's true that I wouldn't have dated you if I didn't know you were her sister."

"Wow, that's very nice of you to be honest." I tease. He heaves a sigh and ignores my remark.

"But it is not true that I dated you only because of her."

I look up and meet his eyes.

"You might remind me of her, but you're not her. And neither is she you. I love you, Yujin. I love you for who you are."

"And even if you don't want to continue this relationship, I just want you to know how much you mean to me. And I'm sorry for lying to you all this time. But just know this," he takes a step closer and leaves a tiny gap between us, "I didn't mean to hurt you like this." He steps back and shifts his attention to the ground. I can't help myself anymore but to let the tears slip from my eyes.

The sincerity from his voice. It was as if he was telling the truth.

"I don't want to get hurt anymore I just don't..."

"You won't, I won't let that happen anymore." He says before pulling me close and I let myself cry on his chest. He puts one hand on the back of my head and the other on my waist.

"I love you so much." He whispers beside my ears before kissing the top of my head. I dig my face closer to his chest and let myself cry.

I can still hear Taehyung whispering so softly under his breath,

"I won't hurt you anymore...I promise."