[BTS V] Coma

14

YUJIN POV

"I already applied for a week leave so I'll be here to watch over you alright?" Oma says as she prepares the bed for me.

"Oma just leave it like that. I'll be alright." I say, taking the pillow cover from her. "Go and rest, you couldn't sleep well because of me. I feel so bad."

"Aniya, I deserved it." She denies while smoothing my hair down. I don't get it why mom is always so regretful.

"Go and sleep. I can do it. I didn't forget how to put on a pillow cover you know." I joke and she laughs weakly in return.

"I'll be in my room then." She says, leaving a kiss on my cheek before leaving the room. She shuts the door and I sigh, dropping the pillow case on the bed.

As I scan my room, I realize how much it didn't change. The walls were still the same, even the furniture. Although there were new certificates hung up on the wall, certificates I don't even remember achieving. I walk around my room as I ran my hand through things. Suddenly, I stop when I saw a picture of me and Taehyung. I pick up the photo frame and scan the picture closely. He has his hand over me. We were so close. I look so,

Happy.

I still can't believe Taehyung is my boyfriend. It just doesn't seem right. His the school's Kingka, ever since elementary school. I'm just a loner since day 1.

Just then, the I hear a loud knock on the front door and I immediately made my way out of the room. As I open the door, I'm surprised to be in this situation where the most popular kid is at my door step.

"Can you come out to talk?" Taehyung says while panting.

I push a strand of this annoyingly long wavy black hair behind my ear. "Yea, I guess." I step out of my house and close the door behind me. I pull my knitted cardigan closer around my body.

Taehyung bites his lower lips and eyes me from top to toe. "Are you ok?"

I nod my head and he sighs.

"Why didn't you call me? I could have gone home with you."

"I don't have your number..."

"Of course you do! I'm even at your speed dial! Number 1!" he replies with a frustrated tone. I have no idea how to react right now.

"Look here," he takes out his handphone and taps a few times before shoving the phone in front of my face.

"These are pictures of us together," and one by one, he scrolls the pictures with his thumb and I'm at awe by how much memories we have of each other. From selcas of him hugging me, kissing me on the cheek, holding hands, ugly ones...there were too much. 

"Taehyung I dont-"

"Doctor Han says you can remember your memory. I'm sure that smart brain of yours it will all come back." His voice sounds like he was in a rush, rushing for something he desperately wants to get back.

And that something was me.

But no matter how hard I try, how tight my eyelids are shut so that I can really picture us together, I can't seem to even remember anything. I can't even imagine the idea of us.

"I'm sorry I just cant-"I'm already backing away with my hands in my hair. I don't know why I can't do this anymore, even though my life has just restarted.

Out of the blue, Taehyung takes a step towards me and cups my face with one hand, kissing me on the lips. I can feel the heat from his body but his lips are so cold. I push him, splitting us apart. I'm trembling right now. But, it can't compare to his face which hurts me in so many ways.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that." He apologizes while balling his hands into a tight fist to a point his veins are popping out.

I can't seem to find the right words so I shake my head instead.

"Just promise me you'll try your best to remember. I'll find a way to fix this." His eyes are glossy. I don't remember seeing Taehyung's eyes being so glossy. What have I done?

"I'll try...my best. I promise." I reply.

But somehow, why does my promise feet so empty?

Maybe because I lied. I broke my promise even before I could even work on it.

It felt like the first lie I ever made in years.

I feel horrible.