Yours

Chapter 7

Thomas' POV

I don't know where this confidence is coming from but I really think I'm getting Newt to like me. I was looking at his contact name, it was Newt with a smiley face. He's so cute. My thoughts brought me to what happened at lunch and what he said about the bracelet. He knew it was special. That's a sign right? He can remember me. I looked at mine which was green and blue but with his initials on it. His bracelet has my initial on it.

I got up from my bed and decided to get ready for the party. Should I dress nicely? Newt's gonna be there and I don't want to look like shit. I decided to wear skinny jeans and a baseball tee. I don't really have fancy stuff there so shuck it. I went downstairs greeting my family as I put on my shoes.

"Someone's in a good mood." Teresa said and I shrugged.

"Are you going to that party?" My mom asked and I nodded.

"No drinking or smoking, got it?" She said and I nodded once again. With that I was out the door. I looked at my jeep wanting to punch it because I can't drive it anymore. Something happened with the brakes so now I'm walking everywhere.

After a good ten minutes I reached Minho's. I could already hear the loud music and I took a deep breath before walking inside. There were people everywhere but I only cared for one person. There he was. Alone. I walked and sat on the couch beside him.

"Hey." I yelled over the music.

"Hey!" He said back with a smile making me smile.

"You look amazing." I said and he blushed.

"You're so adorable when you do that." I say, why can't I just shut up I always say dumb things.

"Do what?" He asked raising an eyebrow.

"Anything." I say honestly.

"Are you already drunk Thomas?" He said with a laugh. We stayed there for a while not talking until someone turned off the music and Minho was kicking people out because there seemed to be people crashing the party.

It ended up just being me, Newt, Minho, this guy named Jack and two other girls. I had a drink in my hand and chugged it down scared of talking to Newt. I didn't know what to say and it bothered me that he wouldn't say anything either.

"Alright so what do you guys want to do?" Minho asks checking his watch for the time.

"It's around midnight I think I should go." One of the girls said and Minho walked her out. Midnight? Already? I got here at 8. I've been sitting beside Newt not talking for over 2 hours. I'm such a loser.

"How about we play never have I ever?" Jack suggested as he brought beer bottles. We all agreed and started playing.

About 20 minutes in the game lets say I was losing. I was full on drunk and was in no control of what I was doing. Minho had gone to the bathroom and the girl and Jack left earlier so now it's just me and Newt.

"Newt have I told you how hot you are. You're very hot." I said going closer to him. He blushed but then went serous.

"Thomas you're drunk you don't know what you're saying."

"I'm saying you're so beautiful and I just always want to kiss those plump lips. Damn." I said leaning in. Newt seemed to be leaning in to and even though I was drunk I was still freaking out. We are going to shucking kiss oh my gosh.

"You're drunk Thomas." Newt stops inches away from me. His closeness driving me insane.

"But I want you, I've always wanted you." I whisper still leaning in but Newt moves back.

"I'm not going to take advantage of you Thomas." He said.

"You're not taking advantage of me. I want this Newt. I like you a lot." I say but Newt doesn't budge. I lean in again but Newt still moves away.

"Bloody hell how long does it take Minho to klunk for crying out loud." He says running a hand through his hair.

"You're so shucking perfect." I say.

"Come on Tommy we're bringing you home." He says with a sigh but my heart stopped.

He called me Tommy.

"Thomas are you ok?" I couldn't move. He just called me Tommy. I could be drunk out of my mind and maybe I'd just imagined it but I swear he called me Tommy.

"You called me Tommy." I whisper and he blushes.

"Sorry it just slipped out." He said trying to hold me up.

"Wait! I can't go home like this. My mom will kill me." I say still slurring.

"Shuck. Uh I guess you can uh come to my house?" He said but it came out a question. I didn't say anything as he brought me to his car and helped me get in the passengers side.

"Newttttt, I loooveeeee youuuuu." I slur as he starts driving and his eyes widen.

"You really Must be drunk."

"No I love you. Always have. Always will." I say kissing his shoulder and he takes in a sharp breath.

"Tommy." He breathes out.

"Mmm I love it when you call me that." I murmur bringing my lips to his neck.

"Stop. Thomas. Please. Stop I'm trying to drive." He says pushing me away.

"You're no fun." I whine and he laughs nervously.

"Hey Newt?" I say yawning leaning my head against the window.

"Yeah?"

"I love you." I say closing my eyes drifting to sleep. Now I don't know if it was the alcohol talking but I think I heard him say something.

"Tommy I feel like I love you too. I don't know why."