Chapter 1

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DO NOT READ UNTIL YOU HAVE READ "MINE" BECAUSE YOU KINDA WONT UNDERSTAND. But maybe you will cuz you might be a genius or something idk but I suggest you should read "MINE" first since it's the first book.

Thomas' POV

I got out of my jeep and walked in school. I avoided eye contact with everyone and just went straight to my locker. Once I finally reach it I let out a sigh and try to relax.

These last 2 weeks have been a mess. I'm with my family again and they're amazing but I still feel alone without him. Minho lives 2 minutes away from me and goes to the same school. I guess I should be happy that I have my friends but how could I get over the fact that he's not around.

They said he will be moving to America eventually but I'm quite sure if I want him here or if I want him to stay in England.

If he stays there I can just pretend he never existed, but if he comes here... I'm going to have to accept the fact that the love of my life has no memory of me.

"Yo shank you've been staring at your locker for 5 minutes, are you gonna open it or make out with it?" I heard Minho say. I look up to see him leaning against the locker beside mine. I don't respond to him and just open my locker to get my math book. We walk together to our first class which of course is math.

I was looking down not wanting anyone to see me. Not wanting to exist. Not wanting to feel this pain anymore. And of course I bump into someone. Shucking Minho doesn't even tell me I'm going to walk into someone. I look up just to apologize and stop in my tracks.

"Thomas?"

"Maddy." I breathe out. Well Minho wasn't crazy.

"What are you doing here?" I ask not really sure what to ask her. Though I do have a few billion questions flooding through my mind.

"I just transferred here. Home school is boring." She said acting as if she hadn't died just a month ago. She shucking died. We didn't bury her because Minho didn't want that. Wait? Where did we put her? Well that's not important right now.

"Oh, well, uh welcome." I say and she smiles.

"I gotta go to science but I hope to see you two later." She says looking mostly at Minho when saying that.

"Told you she's alive." He said like he didn't just drool over her a second ago. I roll my eyes and walk into class with him. I sit at the back and Minho sits one row away from me.

I don't really care where he sits I just want to get alright grades, make my family happy, and hopefully get happy myself.

The lesson had begun but I was zoned out. I was playing with the bracelet on my wrist thinking about how Newt thought it would be a great idea for us to having matching bracelets. That's when it hit me like a truck. He knew.

He shucking knew he was going to forget about me. That's why he kept acting different those days. That's why he wanted to make sure we would have something to remember each other by. He wanted to make sure he could make himself remember. Too bad it won't work unless he really loved you. Too bad he never loved you. Too bad.

I bit my lip hard, holding back the tears and bring my attention to the algebra lesson. I write down a couple of notes and then the principal had walked in.

"Sorry to interrupt Mr. Sinister, but I would like to introduce you all to new student. He came here all the way from Europe." My heart stopped beating. Shuck shuck shuck.

That's when he stepped into the room. He looked more beautiful than ever.

"His name is Issac Newton." The principal said, receiving a couple of snickers from the students and I just wanted to punch them all in the throat.

Newt shyly mumbled a hi and kept his eyes on the ground. Why is he so adorable make it stop.

"Alright well take a seat anywhere you like Issac." Mr. Sinister said and I looked around to see that there were plenty of empty seats. He won't come to sit beside me even though I want him to.

Newt looks up and scans the classroom. His eyes then met mine and I thought I was going to faint. His brown eyes were fixed on mine and it brought so many butterflies in my stomach and it made me just want to kiss him right there and then.

He then quickly looks away and I don't know if I imagined it but I think he blushed. I doubt it. He starts to walk down my aisle and he ends up sitting in front of me. HELLO! IN SHUCKING FRONT OF ME! NOW HOW AM I GOING TO CONCENTRATE IF ALL I WILL SEE IS HIS BEAUTIFUL BLONDE HAIR?!

Then he gets up again. Well shuck dude choose a seat already. Preferably my lap.

He does and sits to the seat right beside the one in front of me. He sat behind Minho meaning he was in full sight. I took a glance at him and almost melted. His perfect face was in perfect sight and I could look at him all day. He then looks my way and quickly turn my head blushing. Shit. He saw me staring.

I look up at the blackboard and pretend to know what's going on. During the rest of the class I would secretly take glances at Newt and see how concentrated and focused he is. Time to time he would bite his lip when he couldn't understand making me so turned on.

Why can't he remember me? I then wanted to cry. I need him to fall in love with me again.

I need to get him to be mine again.

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So how's that for a first chapter?

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