Yours

Chapter 10

Newt's POV

I was having a panic attack. My vision was blurry so I decided to run into the bathroom. My chest felt heavy and my head killed. That's when some weird image appeared in my head.

"Shut up." I laughed at the boy who was still going on and on about how hot he would be as a girl.

"Come on, admit it." He said throwing some mud in my direction.

"Are you trying to start a mud fight with me?" I gasped, grabbing some mud myself.

"Maybe." The boy shrugged. I tried to see his face but it seemed so blurry and faded and the voice was muffled.

I gasped when I was brought back to reality and took deep breaths. What the shuck just happened? I was in the glade... But how could I not remember something from the glade? This is getting weird. It's the end of the day and I'm supposed to meet Thomas at his locker.

I go to the sink and wash my face looking in the mirror. Who the shuck was that shank? I took another deep breath and left the washroom. I went to Thomas' locker to see Minho there too. It's just so weird how he's friends with all my friends from the glade.

"Hey there shank" Minho greeted me and I laughed.

"Ready Tommy?" I said, feeling all warm when I say that. Tommy. It just feels so special to me, because he's special to me.

"Did he just say Tommy?" Minho whispered but said it loud enough for me to hear. What an idiot.

Thomas didn't respond as he walked with me to the parking lot. I took out my keys and unlocked the car. I debated on going to go open the door for him, but that would seem weird.

The car ride was pretty quiet but nothing awkward. As I drove the memory of the last time I was in the car with Thomas hit me and I began blushing like crazy.

"Everything alright there Newt?" Thomas asked with an amused look on his face.

"Yeah." I said trying to get rid of the memory but it wouldn't go away. Him kissing my neck, him saying I love you, and worse me saying it back. My hands started to become unsteady in the steering wheel and I just wished for the ride to end soon before my mind has other thoughts.

•••

"NO THOMAS THATS NOT FAIR!" Chuck yelled at Thomas as I watched in awe. Chuck was Thomas' brother, what are the odds? I never thought I'd see Chuck again.

"I'm serous Chuck please don't ask him about that." Thomas lowered his voice and I became more interested in the conversation.

We were working for an hour on this project and then Chuck came home from school and started freaking out when he saw me and I think he was about to ask if I was still dating someone. I think he was going to ask if I want still dating Maddy because who else would he say?

Chuck huffed and then walked out of the room. Thomas faced me with an apologetic look and sat next to me on his bed.

"I'm sorry about that." He said.

"It's alright." I say and we just sat there. I looked at his beautiful face. His beautiful brown eyes, brown hair, plump lips.

"Why are you licking your lips at me like that?" Thomas whispered in a husky tone. I brought my eyes to his and almost got lost in them. They're just so gorgeous.

"I don't know." I answer bringing my attention back to his lips. I just want to kiss them, so so badly.

"Well uh maybe we should take a break?" Thomas suggested taking me out of my trance.