Yours

Chapter 13

Thomas' POV

Shucking Minho. I hate him sometimes so much. Makes me ditch first period to go buy condoms. He really thinks I'm just gonna have sex with Newt to get his memories back. I mean it's not like I don't want to have sex with him, but I know Newt doesn't want that. I'm just a friend to him now.

I remember how we're partners for this dumb assignment and sigh as I turn to him. He was already looking at me, and for the first time he didn't look away. He smiled. I smiled back and the feeling this gave me just made everything feel right. Like nothing was wrong and that as long that I'm with Newt everything's ok.

"Ok um let's start." Newt stuttered a bit like the cutie he is. I sat next to him and tried to focus on the work and not his beautiful structured face or how is accent turns me on, or the fact I have a condom in my back pocket.

"This is so boring." I said halfway through the class and Newt laughed bringing butterflies to my stomach. What a cute laugh.

"I know, but we gotta do it or else we fail." He said and I groaned.

"Shit" he whispers under his breath. I looked up seeing him look down with rosy cheeks. What's going through his mind?

"What?" I asked and he quickly shook his head.

"Nothing." He said grabbing the pencil and continuing his part of the assignment. I was staring at his hands. What the hell is wrong with me? Even his hands turn me on.

"Why are you looking at my paper like that?" Newt said with an amused look. I felt so embarrassed and my face felt so hot.

"No reason." If only he knew what I was actually looking at. Shuck I can't do this. I got up leaving Newt with the project and asked to go to the bathroom. I need to take care of a certain situation...

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It was the end of the day and my plan was to work with Newt on the project so we can finish it and not have to have stupid fantasies in class.

"Newt." I called, walking to his locker. I wiped my hands against my jeans because they were so sweaty. This boy has to stop getting me so nervous.

He turned my way and gave me a half smile which lit up my world.

"Hey." He said closing his locker, putting on his backpack.

"I was wondering if you wanted to come over so we can finally finish our project, my family is out tonight so it's gonna be easier to focus and all that." I said and he blushed. He's so cute when he blushes.

"Sure, let me just call my mum." He said and I nodded.

Newt's POV

"Ok sweetie don't be late." My mum said over the phone.

"Ok ok bye, love you"

"love you too." I hanged up the phone and quickly got a mint as I approached Thomas. He said we were gonna be home alone and I think he's gonna try to kiss me again. I think that will help with our feelings and with my memory thing. Maybe the more we kiss the more I remember.

"You ready?" He asked, and I nodded. We walked to his house having so much to talk about. We talked a bit about the glade and funny stories.

"HAHAHAHAHAHA oh yeah Newt remember that one time you tried to make a birthday cake and Frypan almost killed you so then you came to me for rescue." Thomas said laughing making me feel all awkward.

"Erm...no." I said as we reached his house. I scratched the back of my head feeling a bit weird about not knowing this memory. I mean, I remember the whole cake thing but instead I ran to Maddy from what I remember.

"Oh shit I'm sorry I totally forgot--" Thomas began to apologize.

"It's ok Tommy." I said with a laugh and walked inside. I go to sit down and notice that Thomas is still standing at the door.

"Is something wrong?" I ask and he shook his head entering the house.

"You called me Tommy that's all." I blush at the fact I didn't notice and apologize.

"Don't apologize, it just... You used to always call me that." He whispers the last part as he's sitting close to me.

That's when the question came back in my head.

"Tomm-as, were we... A thing back in the glade?" I ask not keeping my eyes off his beautiful face. He picked his lips bringing my attention to his plump lips.

"Yeah." Was all he said. I couldn't help it, with every passing second I just wanted to be closer, I hated the fact I can't remember him and I hate the fact that this all seems new to me. My heart was beating fast as I began to lean in.

"What are you doing?" He whispered but soon his question was answered as I kissed those beautiful lips with mine. He kissed back making the kiss slow and passionate. I ended up on his lap, my hands in his hair. Before I knew it my breath was quickening and the same feeling I always get around him was there. The only thing I don't like is, no memories.

So I tried to quicken up the kiss make it more fast pace. Thomas was getting the idea and went along. He kissed my jaw then slowly went to my neck and went to a nice sensitive spot making me lose all humanity I had left. I forgot all about the fact I used to know Tommy or the fact that he knew all along. It was just me and him.

"Tommy..." I breathed as he continued and then he hummed against my neck making everything fall into place. I opened my eyes not noticing they were closed and everything for dizzy.

"Newt, does this mean we're together?" He asks and I shrug.

"I think so." I reply back. He intertwines our hands and we lay on the grass looking up at the sky.

"Are we going to tell the other gladers?" I hear him whisper I don't know if he wanted me to hear but I did.

"I don't know Tommy. Honestly I'm bloody scared of what will happen. Though I think as second in command I shouldn't keep any secrets. " Tommy doesn't say anything.

"We'll take it slow ok?" I say and he nods. I kiss his forehead and he smiles. We continue laying there and it felt so perfect.

"Newt? Baby are you ok!?" I hear tommy's voice and open my eyes to see him holding my face and looking scared. Another memory.

"Yeah I'm ok, i think I had another memory. Wait a minute, did you just call me baby?" I asked blushing a bit and so was he.

"Sorry it's a out of habit." He said and I got off his lap.

"It's ok, I like it."

"Ok baby, but come on we gotta start working on our project." Tommy said kissing my forehead and I think I finally found out how I'm gonna fix everything.

I'm gonna ask him out.