Tangled Webs II: Normal For The Spider - An SVU fic

27.Attempting normal

It took a little while to write this chapter but here it is. Sorry for the wait. Dick Wolf owns, enjoy.

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Later that day as Amanda walked into the squad room, all eyes were on her.

"What?" She asked.

"Murphy wants to see you" Fin said.

"What? Why?"

"No clue...where were you anyway?"

"I went by Liv's...she's not doin too good" before she could finish, Murphy appeared in the office doorway.

"Rollins" he motioned for her to come into the office and he walked inside. She looked at Fin and Amaro as she took off her coat, both who shrugged. She dumped her coat, rolled her eyes and followed.

"Shut the door" Murphy instructed. She closed it and walked over to his desk.

"You wanted to see me?"

"Sit"

"So what is this about?" she asked.

"Narcotics"

"Drugs?"

"The department, without giving too many details; they need help with a case and you've been requested."

"Me? I've been requested?"

"I know. Anyway, they need a girl to go undercover and you would be the perfect candidate."

"Me? Why me?" She wondered. "Why not somebody; I don't know, from narcotics?"

"Between us; I'm going on this assignment and I want someone with me that I can trust"

"All due respect, you barely know me."

"...to get the job done. You don't have any family, no husband, no kids; nothing to distract you"

"Gee, thanks"

"Point is, I want you with me. You do this successfully and you can write your own ticket in the department" Amanda sat there for a moment.

"Can I think about it?"

"I need an answer in a week" she nodded.

"You'll hear from me sooner." she said and got up and left. as she approached her desk and sat down, Fin and Amaro came with the questions.

"He fired you didn't he?" Amaro asked

"What?"

"He transferred you?" Fin said. "I knew it, he didn't sound right when he said he wanted to talk to you!"

"It's nothing like that" she said as her desk phone rang. "well talk about it later... Special Victims Unit, detective Rollins..."

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Over at Liv and Trevor's, the kids were asleep and she was in the kitchen cleaning when he came in from the office. Standing at the sink washing dishes, she started to slip into a memory.

Faust was on her back, riding her hard as he whispered in her ear; taunting her while he violently raped her and she lay beneath him face down while she cried.

"You love getting fucked you don't you, you little whore?" But she continued to cry as he was hurting her. "I said you love getting fucked, don't you?!" He gripped her hair tight in his fist and continued to twist her broken arm.

"Yes..." She screamed painfully as tears ran down her face.

"I wanna hear you say it, say 'I love it' you slut!" He said and pulled her arm and hair tighter as he got deeper in her and she screamed louder.