Fifth Harmony/You - Should've Been Us

Chapter 32

I sat patiently in the visitor's room waiting for the one person that I came to see first. It was the least I could do for her after all the times she's helped me. The rehabilitation center was different from the last time I was here then again it's been a long time. Maybe they did renovations of some sort. I honestly couldn't give a shit; I just wanted to know what was taking her so long. I looked down at my hands and then looked up when I heard the scraping of a chair across the floor. She looked different as if she had her life sucked out of her and I couldn't help but blame myself. Her hands rested on the table and I reached to grab them which she allowed.

"I'm going crazy," she said while staring at my blankly.

"You aren't going crazy, I'm actually here in the flesh" I said to her and she just shook her head.

"This is not real, this is just the medication talking" she said closing her eyes and a tear ran down her face.

"Look at me," I said to her.

Her eyes remained closed and she just shook her head. "You aren't real. You're dead" she said.

"Natasha look at me," I yelled at her.

Natasha opened her eyes and stared at me. She held my hand and played with my fingers.

"You used to call me a pet name whenever you wanted something from me, what was it?" Natasha asked.

"I'm real Nat, I swear" I said.

"Just please answer the question" Natasha said.

"I called you Mumble because you reminded me of the penguin from Happy Feet" I said smiling as I remembered the memory.

*Your Flashback*

"Oh my god, stop it Y/N" Natasha said in between breaths as I tickled her.

"Make me," I said challenging her.

Natasha flipped me over so I was now the only lying on my back staring up at her in awe.

"Are you sure you were in the military?" Natasha asked.

"I'm a bit rusty, it's been a while" I said.

"Sure you are," Natasha said smiling at me and then kissing me on my nose.

"What the hell was that? I think you missed my mouth by like a lot" I said.

"I'm sure the point was to actually kiss your nose" Natasha said straddling my waist.

"Well I call redo," I said.

"You can't call redo" Natasha said.

"I just did...so that means you have to do it" I said.

"What's in it for me if I do?" Natasha asked.

"Possibly the best orgasm of your life" I said.

Natasha pretended to think about it and then a smile graced her lips. "I have way better orgasms when I get myself off" Natasha said.

"Oh really?" I said picking Natasha up as she wrapped her legs around me.

"Yes really" Natasha said.

"Well then I guess I'm going to have to prove you wrong" I said.

"I guess you are" Natasha said placing her lips on mine as I carried her from the living room couch to her bedroom and laid her down on her bed.

The kiss wasn't fast or heated in the slightest, it was more slow and passionate than anything. Our lips moved in synch with one another just like it did whenever I kissed Lauren. Wait...Lauren. Why am I thinking about her out of all times to have her on my mind? I deepened the kiss and began to grind my center into Natasha which caused a moan to escape her lips. My hands started to wander, but that's all they did when Seth came bursting into Natasha's room without even knocking.