Just Pull The Trigger || newt

Important

Sorry. Not an update but please read.
I've been having some really hard times lately and I'm not sure what to do. I keep having panic attacks- at least twice a week-.
I was in a science lesson the other week and we were learning about drugs abuse. We were given a sheet to finish for homework. There was one statement that said taking a certain drug could worsen a mental illnesses. And some examples were schizophrenia, physcosis and BPD.
I didn't know what BPD was so I did some research.
It's a mental disorder and if untreated can be very severe.
And I thought I showed some of the symptoms.
After ages of thinking, I did an online test (stupid I know) but it told me I had a 94% chance I had Boarderline Personality Disorder, and it was 'severe'

I want to say something to my parents but I'm not sure. (My parents don't even know that I keep having panic attacks, probably anxiety disorder)
Every time i try, I just feel my legs getting shaky~ start of a panic attack (for me) and I don't speak in the end.

I don't know what to do.

Help please?

If anyone one knows about Boarderline personality disorder. Please message me or comment something :|

Thank you if you actually bothered to read this.
I know it's none of your problems and you all probably have issues of your own, but anyways.

I know this story hasn't been updated in ages but I'm going to start trying to write and update again.

Just needed a break and I'll be back and updating with in the week :)

Thanks