I walked around the room, everything was so surreal. I walked up to the coffin, left open for the wake. There was a pretty girl, pale face, closed eyes that were once open and full of life. Her long silky black hair, streaked with purple, straightened and framed her face perfectly, with makeup done so subtly she looked just like she was asleep. The only giveaway was her formal dress. Black and lacy, it stopped just at her knees. She looked like a sleeping angel.
As I was staring at her, a small smile made it's way on my lips.
"Such a waste of a pretty face."
I walked away and decided to mix in with the crowd. Almost the whole town shown up. No sign of the poor girls parents in sight. Such a pity. I scanned the groups of people and saw them. Five people who could stand out anywhere, even at a funeral.
They were the one and only, Black Veil Brides. You could tell them, even without the teased hair and war paint. All of them looked equally depressed, and remnants of tears could be seen going down their faces. Some sitting in silence, well the other three were in a very deep conversation. Let's see what about, shall we?
"This isn't fair. She shouldn't be gone. I loved her." CC said, a sob escaping.
"I know you loved her CC.... I can't believe all I did was try to sleep with her... this is all my fault. I pressured her too much." Ashley said, staring at his feet.
"I just avoided her... I really made her feel like a freak. If I tried to be closer to her then I could of saved her." Jinxx said, burying his face into his hands.
"How about all of you just shut up? Okay? She was my damn sister, and now she's dead. I should of caught onto this." Andy screamed at them, and stormed out.
I quickly followed Andy, trying to reach out to him. To hold him. To let him know none of this is his fault. If only I was stronger. If only I was braver. None of this would of happened. For you see, the girl lying in the coffin, was me. Kathy Biersack, the girl who killed herself.
At the end of the wake, Andy hung around. He stood next to the coffin, and I stood with him.
"Kathy, I love you. I wish I could of saved you." Andy said, a few tears escaping. He put his hand on the coffin lid, looking at my face, crying more.
"I love you too, Andy." I whispered into his ear, lacing my fingers into his on the coffin.
He knew I was there, he felt my presence. One word whispered from him made me know this for a fact.
"Together." he smiled slightly as he said the word.
I smiled back, and together we closed the lid.
"Goodbye Kit Kat. I will always remember you." He said, to me. He actually faced me and cried.
"I love you Big B, see you in the afterlife." I said to him, smiling. I stood up on my tip toes and kissed his cheek, and slowly vanished away.
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Love Isn't Always Fair
FanfictionI'm the one and only Kit Kat Biersack. Oh fine... Kathy Biersack. My big brother is the best. Yes, my big brother is the one and only Andy Biersack of Black Veil Brides. I help him out on vocals in songs for his band. I am in love with a certain mem...
