Most definitely (boyxboy)

(4) Most definitely not gay

Most definitely..

What you do speaks so loudly that I cannot hear what you say.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

Chapter 4

Coma.

I've been in coma for two weeks.

After I had cut myself I did some serious damage. The scars were there to prove it.

My family was so worried about me. I had told them everything. They laughed and said they always knew.

Bullshit

My brothers looked after me and made sure I wasn't alone for more than an hour.

Avery and i haven't talked. He didn't come see if I was okay. He didn't even look at me.

It hurt. A lot.

Everyone at school would look a me in sympathy.

I'd throw a little sarcastic comment here and there.

Instead of worrying about boys, girls. Whatever.

I focused on my school work and looked at where I want to go to college.

Nothing so far.

I had a lot better grades than before. I didn't have friends though.

Zero.

I had my family though and I as happy and grateful for them.

I didn't need friends.

I was doing a lot better without friends actually.

No stupid drama.
No crazy people beating me up because of something my friend did.
No unwanted feelings.

I gotta say life without friends was pretty great.

I had my family.
Netflix
Food.
YouTube.
Internet.
Wifi.
Books.
Free time.. To do things.
Football.

I was doing okay. Not great. But okay.

And I was okay with being okay.

I had my family reunion in three days but we were leaving tomorrow. I had everything packed and ready.

All those bastards would be at school why id be in Hawaii.

I still had homework though.

"Yo Gray." Nathan said giving me a bro hug.

I opened my locker and took out my book bag and locked.

"Hawaii! I'm ready for you baby." I said throwing my hand I the air as we walked down the hall.

Me and Nathan laughed and walked out the school building.

I turned my head to the left and saw Avery and Kerien Blake. They were doing a weird hand shake and laughing.

When Avery saw me he instantly scowled.

"You shouldn't do that think with your face Ave it doesn't look good on you." I said smirking because I knew I'd make him mad.

He glared and be and showed me the finger.

I did it right on back and stuck out my tongue.

Enemy list

1. Kerien Blake
2. Laken Blake
3. Avery Mackenzie
4. Bailey Roberts

I turned around and walked away.