Lullaby. (Dean Ambrose One Shot.)

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''Well, I know the feeling of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge and there ain't no healing from cutting yourself with the jagged edge. I'm telling you that, it's never that bad take it from someone who's been where you're at laid out on the floor and you're not sure you can take this anymore.''

People were talking loudly, kids were laughing while playing, dogs where barking and there were couples walking past me holding hands. I felt like I was out of place I didn't belong here I didn't belong anywhere not even at home. I felt jealous of the kids who have a one big happy family they probably will always have that happy family. I used to be like them I used to smile and laugh every day, I used to run out everywhere, I wanted to go out all the time and play at the park. My parents were so in love at that time they were both an happy married couple until my father got a new job and my brother got put behind bars for stealing and drugs. That's when things actually started to fall apart the happiness escaped from my life and was replaced by depression.

It's been a few days since I last saw my parents that was the night when I packed a bag and ran away from home I didn't even know where I was right now I just knew that I'm sitting in a park. I didn't want my parents to worry about me but they probably will be they worry too easily. I remember when I fell down from a tree and I broke my arm my parents thought I was going to die they were even crying. I don't understand why they worry so much but I guess anything can happen I should have stayed at home but I can't be there any longer while they were shouting at each other. I stood up from the bench, grabbed my bag and put it over my shoulder then I began to walk slowly enjoying the out doors.

''So just give it one more try to a lullaby and turn this up on the radio if you can hear me now I'm reaching out to let you know that you're not alone and if you can't tell, I'm scared as hell 'cause I can't get you on the telephone. So just close your eyes oh, honey here comes a lullaby your very own lullaby.''

(Dean Ambrose's POV!)

Today was not a very good day for me even though the sun is shinning and everyone looked happy but last night I didn't get that much sleep. I had a nightmare the memories of my past kept on coming back to me no matter how many times I closed my eyes I always saw my parents. I haven't seen them ever since I was a child I remember the day when they left me all on my own clearly. It will never leave my mind no matter how hard I tried to get it out of my mind it was burned there forever. Sometimes I hated all of the kids that had their parents I wish I still had mine I wish I didn't hate them. I didn't even know where they were right now where they even still alive? I didn't know but I still care.

The sun was shinning down on me as I was jogging through the park music was blasting through my ears when I woke up this morning I felt like jogging to get all of the anger out of my body. Kids were running all over the parents while their parents were sat on a bench laughing and watching them, couples kept on walking past me making me wish I had someone like that. One thing that caught my eye was a girl sitting on a bench all by herself she didn't seem happy or anything. She was watching all of the children playing like she was day dreaming she seemed lost it seemed like she didn't know where she was. I was about to jog over to her but she stood up and started to walk away I didn't want anything to happen to her so I followed her.

''Please let me take you out of the darkness and into the light 'cause I have faith in you that you're going to make it through another night. Stop thinking about the easy way out there's no need to go and blow the candle out because you're not down you're far too young and the best is yet to come.''

(Harley Colt's POV!)

I felt lost, I felt alone all I wanted to do was just burst into tears I didn't know where I was going and I wanted to call my dad to pick me up and take me home. There's a reason why I can't do that I threw my phone into a river so that nobody would call me and ask where I was now I regret that. I wanted to hear my parents voices, I wanted my mom to hug me and tell me everything will be alright and I wanted my brother back. I slid down a wall my butt touching the cold pavement, I wrapped my arms around my legs and placed my head on the tops of my knees. I finally let the tears fall down my cheeks the tears that I've been holding for so long are finally falling down.

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