Midnight Falls/ h.s. (UNDER CONSTRUCTION)

Part 19

SONGS TO LISTEN TO FOR THIS CHAPTER:

1. Feels Like Tonight by, Daughtry

2. The A Team by Ed Sheeran

3. Broken Frame by Alex and Sierra

(Part 19)

I had to stay the night. Yup you heard right. I had to stay the fucking night. Because someone didn't pick me up. I didn't expect him to come anyway.

Harry is so frustrating sometimes. But it's never gotten to me this bad. He basically told me that I'm not trustable. How was I supposed to say that I wasn't mad about that?

I would tell him everything. If only he started to talk first. It's not fair.

I didn't have any visitors. Not one. No sign of Liam, Ella, Rachel or even Niall.

All I had was me, myself and I.

Alone in this bed for 12 hours.

Well yeah the nurses came in to check up on me. But that really didn't count as a visit in my head. I didn't know them personally and I don't care if they worry to be honest.

Just having someone you know and trust with you here in times like these would just be nice that's all.

But nope. I'm stuck here. Alone. With nothing to do.

In times like these I wish I had my journal. Besides I should write in it. I missed some events that should be written in.

But it's at home. Just like Harry. Where I should be.

(Harry's POV)

Dear journal,

Today was an absolutely, terrible day. I just don't know what to think. I never thought that this day would come and lead me with all of this.

Today was the day I finally told Mackenie one of my biggest secrets.

That I cut.

I had forgotten about her horrible anxiety. I had also forgotten that it also effects the way she can react to things. And boy did she react.

She passed out on the floor. She fell to the ground and hit her head.

When Liam, Niall and I tried to wake her up, she wouldn't. Every single time we called her name she wouldn't budge. We had no choice but to take her to a hospital.

She woke up after an hour. Although I kept checking in with the front desk for almost every five minutes. I was really worried. In fact I still am.

She's not home with me. She is still there. I couldn't face her after our argument we had in her hospital room.

So this is how it played out EXACTLY:

As soon as the nurse let me in the room I asked if she was okay and she nodded. So I thought to myself, good. Not life threatening everything is okay.

Then I asked if we could talk about the situation. That's when she shook her head no. But why? I didn't even know.

"Please? I just want to say I'm sorry. I know you probably think I'm weak and powerless. It's because I am Mackenzie. I just don't feel comfortable telling you why. And I really hope you can respect that." I said after that.

Then her eyes widened. Like she was shocked. Surprised if I may.

"Huh? Why can't you tell me?" she then asked me.