Midnight Falls/ h.s. (UNDER CONSTRUCTION)

Part 18

Songs to listen to for this chapter:

1. All of Me by John Ledgend

2. Look After You (Louis Tomlinson Version) by The Fray

3. Gone Away by Safetysuit

(Part 18)

(Hours later...)

I woke up. But the place looked different. I heard beeps and boops and it smelled of rubber gloves and plastic. The room was small and I wasn't sure of where I was.

Then I looked down.

I was in a dotted plastic gown. I had no socks covering my feet. I felt cold and my head ached horribly.

Finally I realized that I was in Cadger National Hospital.

I didn't remember anything that happened.

What time is it? Where's Harry, Niall and Liam? Where is Ella and Rachel?

I was alone in this room. Not even a doctor in sight.

"Hello!" I shout.

I heard footsteps.

All of the sudden the door flew open and there standing was a female nurse in the doorway.

"Oh my you're finally awake!" She says with a smile.

I nod.

"What am I in here for I don't remember anything."

"You had an anxiety attack. Your heart had an overload of sudden stress and fear. It caused your mind to just blank out. The blood pressure has taken a bit of an increase too. But as long as you're relaxed and comfortable, the pressure should be going down and you will be good soon. By the way a visitor by the name of Harry Styles came by. He should be back in about five minutes. Do you know him?"

I nod once more.

"He's my brother."

"Ah okay. Well when he comes back I'll tell the staff to let him in."

"Okay."

The nurse left the room.

I don't know if I mentioned it before but, I have bad anxiety. My shyness is a big part of it. Although the wasn't the main source to causing my attacks. If I'm very stressed, or very scared, I faint. I don't ever remember what happens but this is all I know. And what Harry told me was just enough to cause enough stress and fear to build up and have me faint. It feels awful.

I was left with nothing to do but wait for Harry. I was kind of scared. What do I say?

I just hope he doesn't come back with new spots on his arms. That would cause this all over again.

I honestly do not know what to think. What am I supposed to say to him? I don't want to make him cry and I don't want to cry about this. I don't want him feeling bad about himself. I just don't know.

I fiddled with my fingers and tried to relax. But I just didn't know how. I mean how could I?

I closed my eyes.

I pictured the good old times with me and Harry as children. The time when our parents were still alive as well. I miss those days more than anything and I wish that I could go back.

(FLASHBACK)

"Mum take a picture of me and Hazza!" I say with joy.

Me and my brother Harry are at the London Fair and we just got face paint! He has a tiger face and I have a butterfly.