You are the music in me (Chapter 23)

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YOU’VE ALL HEARD WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT ME RIGHT?! IT’S BLOODY AMAZING I JUST HAD TO SAY THAT! OKAY LET’S GO!

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I was confused, someone else? Who else could Dan be in love with? He was looking down at the table and at my hand which was still on his

“who?” I asked

He bit his lip and looked at me intently

“you” he said staring into my eyes

I blinked and stared back at him like he’d gone nuts maybe he has how can he be in love with me? I was in complete shock when I noticed Dan was leaning in as if he was about to kiss me I sprang back

“Dan! What are you doing?” I gasped

“I....um sorry..I’m sorry I got distracted I..oh god” he stuttered

I glanced over at the couch where Micky was still asleep oblivious to what had just almost happened. Why did I not pull away sooner? I felt absolutely awful for letting him get so close

“please don’t tell him” Dan asked looking at me pleading with his eyes.

“I need to think about it but Dan you’re not in love with me I know it you’re just confused and upset and...” I smelt something on his breathe then alcohol “probably slightly drunk” I finished

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When everyone was up and ready we all went out for lunch before me and Lexi had to go. I couldn’t look Micky in the eyes and he kept asking me what was wrong but I couldn’t tell him.

We got the train at 1 and we hugged them all goodbye I still couldn’t look at Micky properly he gave me a worried look but let me go without asking what was wrong again.

When we got home I went to pick up my dog from a very happy Lily I wasn’t in the mood to tell her about it or talk about how glad she was to be back with Greg so I just told her I’d talk later.

The next week was long and boring the boys were in the bottom two Sunday and Lily and Lexi spent the whole Sunday show texting Dan and Greg. Micky’s sad face broke my heart and he’d texted me but I still couldn’t bring myself to talk to him properly I don’t even know why I didn’t actually kiss Dan! I think I’m just scared at the fact that it took me so long to pull away.

That week I’d gotten into a routine of getting up walking my dog hang out with Lily and Lexi and a few other friends go to school do my shift at the restaurant I’d missed lots of work and school so the workload was piling up so I usually spent most of the night doing homework or practicing songs for Saturday.

Micky had been texting calling skyping and even tweeting me lots and I missed him lots too I felt really bad for not replying Dan and Greg had been trying to contact me too even through Lily and Lexi they asked me what was wrong loads but I just said I was tired.

It was Friday night and I had a pile of work to do, I was sitting at my desk doing it when my phone lit up with a tweet

@Micky_District3: Missing my girl @AllyJ_penguin so much :(

My mentions then blew up with tweets from fans telling me to answer him apparently his tweets had been like this lots I noticed another of his tweets

@Micky_District3: #WhatsWrongAlly

It was hard to not reply he seemed so sad soon enough #WhatsWrongAlly was trending I smiled in surprise

@Micky_District3: @AllyJ_penguin hehe! #WhatsWrongAlly you 3eeks are awesome, now the world knows your name mrs ;)

I grinned at him tweeting one of my favourite song lyrics Olly Murs “this song is about you” I had to retweet that causing my mentions to blow up and my phone to receive texts from him I sighed I miss him too much i need to reply

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So yeah sorry if this is short again I have to go to bed and I wanted to update today!

Yeah vote/comment etc DO YOUR THANG!

Gonna put a song in this one and the one before in a few days I just really need to go to bed

NIGHT! X

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