Tyler pov : When we left the game and august outburst I kinda wanted to be alone. So I told Brandon we could hang out another time. On the way I was receiving text messages from august, and they weren't so nice. One was I will kill dat nigga and the other ones that " he aint got shit on mr classy. When I pulled up in my garage I hit my head on the steering wheel. What have I done. I should of never went over to Brandon house last night, see after august played his little game with me. Brandon called me and asked if I wanted to come over for a minute so I said I could stop by. So long story short we didn't have sex but he did eat me out. I mean it was okay it wasn't nothing compared to august. Shit! Why do I keep saying his name and to honest he was on mind the whole time Brandon was down there. God I miss him! but I have to teach him a lesson. Around nine I heard a car pulling up in the driveway. When I heard someone opening the door I saw Anthony and he was carrying desire up the stairs to her room. I walked to the foyer to see august holding a jar and some roses. He was un tieing his jordans and when he looked up he smiled.
August: Hey beautiful
Tyler: Im wearing an sweatshirt and some shorts. Nothing fabulous
August: Its on your body right
Tyler: yes
August: Den its fabulous here
Tyler: whats this
August: You got any of my orange juice
Tyler: Yes but wait why are you here
August: I live here duhh..
Tyler: No you don't you live by yourself
August: ( laugh) You wuz cookin
Tyler: Yeah why
August: A nigga is hungry
Tyler: Anthony is hungry?
August: Nah dey ate dat mcdonalds shit you kno I don't like dat. So why don'tcha ya let meh eat
Tyler: Fine one plate and then your gone, go wash your hands
August: ( kiss on the cheek) yes mama
I laughed and placed the roses on the counter I went back to stirring the pasta and put some breadsticks in the oven. When dinner was done I poured us two glasses of wine and set the table. While we was eating he kept on looking at me and smiling, I was trying so hard to not smile but I couldn't help it.
Tyler: Can you stop it
August: I aint doin nothin
Tyler:Being adorable just stop it
August: Oh I cant stop dat plus I missed dis
Tyler: What my food
August: No being in your prescene tyla I really miss ya. You open da jar yet
Tyler: No what is it
August: Go see
Tyler: Why cant you just tell me
August: Girl go read the damn jar
I walked over to the jar and opened it, laying ontop of all the little papers I saw my wedding ring. I looked up to see august looking right back at me , he motioned for me to continue. I placed the ring to the side and it was a letter written by him.
Tyler: I have to read all of this?
August: Nah I kno wat I wrote I can jus say it
Tyler: Speaking from the heart you feel okay
August: Seeing your everything walk away makes a nigga feel sometype of way
Tyler: Okay go head
August: Ight... dear my babeh girl I saw the look in your eyes today when you finally realized what I had done. Your pretty mouth dropped open slightly and you were at a loss for words. You didn't need to say anything, anyway, because I saw it all in your eyes--betrayal, disillusionment, revulsion. In that moment, I just wanted to crawl under a rock somewhere and hide. But now that I understand the gravity of what I've done, my actions have filled me with self-loathing and remorse. It's difficult for me to look in the mirror and I'm not proud of the man I see there when I do. have no excuse for what happened and saying "I'm sorry" hardly seems adequate. But if you could forgive me this time, I promise you this will never happen again. Both the suffering that I've caused you and the misery I feel now show me that breaking my word causes too much damage to both of us to ever want to do it again. Whatever selfish gratification I thought I'd gain by my foolish act has disappeared like a wisp of cloud under the noonday sun. All that remains is guilt and a stronger resolve to be not only the man you want me to be, but to be the man that I want myself to be. Here are some reasons why I cant live without you and I pray and hope you feel the same.i love ya babeh girl
Love august.
Tyler: August
August: Shh im not done yet, can you pull out da paper
Tyler: ( nods head) Okay number one
August: I love the way we finish each other's sentences. Now da next one
Tyler: Two
August: love the way I can't imagine a day without you in my life
Tyler: Three ( tears)
August: I love the completeness and oneness I feel when we make love
Tyler: How can you remember all of this
August: It from da heart babeh ( tears) I need you bac in my life.
Tyler: I have
August: Meh you will have meh. Tyla be honest wit meh did you do anything wit him. did you share your spirit wit him
Tyler: August
August: Yes or no babeh dats all I want to hear
Tyler: ( sigh) NO but he ate me out that it
August: was it good
Tyler; No I was distracted by someone
August: Who
Tyler: You.
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