Final ride

I cant

Darrell: I know Kenni I know. We all miss him

Kenni: Where is she

Darrell: Shes upstairs ( wipes his eyes) I have never seen her this

Kenni: She lost the love of her life

Darrell: She wont talk to anyone, she just sits by the window wearing his sunglasses. When you come in the room she starts screaming I want him and I need him

Kenni: You think she had a nervous breakdown?

Darrell: No my baby girl is too strong for that. But can you please get her to come to the funeral. Her kids could use her right now

Kenni: ( nods head) Ill be right back

Tyler pov : I just sit at the window and I know hes going to come back. I know he will. While I was sitting at the window I heard my door open and I felt kenni sit down beside me. She grabbed my hands with hers, she leaned her head on my shoulder. A single tear came down my cheek. I know what today is and I cant go and see him like that. It will have to be a closed casket funeral because the car melted his face off. OH god im not strong enough for this. I need my baby back and I need him now

Kenni: Baby come on we have to get going. I got you a black dress and matching red bottoms. I know red was his favorite color

Tyler: You want me to walk into a church and kiss a casket instead of kissing my husband lips.

Kenni: Desire really does miss her mommy

Tyler: I cant do this ( tears) I cant be strong ( shake head) Not this time

Kenni: You can and you WILL. Tyler you're a mother I understand your hurt and you loved him. but you have to be there for your kids okay so im going to need you to get in the shower

Tyler : ( wipes eyes) I love you ( hug)

Kenni: I am your best friend I will be right by your side to help you deal with this. I love you gummy worm( hugs)

Tyler: He loved me Kenni ( tears) He really did,

Kenni: Shh I know he did. He was crazy as fuck about you but he made you

Tyler: feel safe, he made me learn how to love. Gave me a reason to smile gave me a OH GOD!