sesshomaru my love

what is this feeling?

Sesshomaru pov
Latly after last night I have this strange feeling in my chessed. When I get around Alexis I feel like a fish being guted. I also don't know about my heart as humans call it. It feels like its going to go right out of my chest. When Alexis asked were we are going I only kept walking. When it got dark I announced that we were going to rest. I saw rin snuggling next to jalken for warmth,but Alexis was still shivering. I told her if she was cold say something. She sighed and fell a sleep on my sholder. Somthing was rong my heart was going crazy at her touch. I thoght but meantaly said no. I would not feel the reched felling mu father felt to produce that half breed. But I thought about it and said mabey just mabey and went to sleep.