Online

Did I really like him?

It had been months since the breakup. School was going fine. Well, you know what 'fine' defines in my dictionary.

FINE: everything was going as it was like before. Smoothly. No change.

The same monotonous school life.

My online life was basically same. Except a few changes.

Him and me were friends now..

It was a surprise how I was able to mask everything again. It was as if, it was permanently fixed. Whatever happened, I could hide it with that mask. It had become a part of myself. No longer it was facade.

But.

There was someone. Someone who could look through it. Someone always knew when I was upset or when I was tired , or I wasn't well.

I never knew that he'd be able to look into me. It was kinda surprising. And, as time passed by, months went by, and as the time duration for which we spoke increased, I realised I was slowly falling for that 'someone'.

We were bestfriends. I knew nothing could tear us apart.

But this? It was odd. I never knew that I'd fall for him. It was unexpected.

All this while, I had called him my "twin". True, it was really like we were long lost twins, with similarity in all aspects.

I was confused. Did I really like him as a twin or bestfriend? Or..I really had a huge crush on him??

Finally...a day came... when I atlast told him that I liked him.

But, before I broke the news, he was the one who confessed to me that he liked me. For that instance, I had only blushed and texted back "Oh....*blushes*". The same night, I decided that I couldn't hold it any longer. Exactly at 12 midnight, I sent a text.

Shikaki: I like you too.

Morning came..I was really excited. Wondering why?? Well, he always texted me in the mornings. So I couldn't wait to see his reaction on receiving my message.

Him: Goodmorning Shikaki (Kayano-chan).
Him: btw thanks for the midnight confession.

My reacting was pretty simple. I closed my eyes, and smiled. Again a genuine true smile.

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~Yo everyone!

I'm done for today....

Bae....♡♡♡

Yours sincerely,

Shikaki ( or Kayano-chan ) heheh.