Recently I'm having nightmares...about my beloved ones abandoning me.. Can't sleep at night.
Insomniac.
Even if I fall asleep eventually, then waking up suddenly, to find myself crying.
Isolated... Alone... No one talking to me.. Everyone busy with their own lives.. Everyone has people to share their feelings and emotions and thoughts with.. No one is there for me.. I'm left alone in a dark room, with no way out.. I cry out to them, my loved ones, to help me out..but theyrendeaf to me.. My voice doesn't reach them.. I'm crying my eyes out, choking in my own tears.. No one to litne to me, no one to hold my hand and tell me "everything will be fine"..
Sleep doesn't overtake me for hours, as I just stare up at the dark ceiling and wonder...What if it really happens to me? Tears stream down my face again, as I scream into my pillow..and wait for the morning sun rays to touch the black sky, light up the Earth, and bring bright spring into my frozen winter-like lifeless reality.
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I looked at myself in the mirror. Surely, the girl was a wreck. Bags under her eyes, hair in a mess, cheeks strained with dried tears, bleeding lips and red eyes. Nice sight to see in ghe morning.
I sighed and tried combing my hair, but again the strands stuck out.
"Dammit!!" I threw the comb in anger. Just as I was about to punch the mirror, I words 'please don't do anything reckless' flashed across my eyes. I shook my head.
'Jewel....' I bit my lip to stop myself from crying.
It was a Saturday. No school. 7 in the morning. No was at home was up yet. I ran my fingers through my hair, and sat on the bed.
What is happening to my life? Why am I so insecure?
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~Kawaii marshmallow
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