Jace and Clary: This love

chapter 8

I AM SO SO SO SO SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN LIKE FOREVER AND NOW I FEEL REALLY BAD YEAH SO ILL STOP TALKING NOW AND SHUT UP AND THIS CHAPTER IS KINDA SHORT AND LEMONY SO ILL LET YOU TO IT

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Clary's POV

I woke up to strong arms around me so I snuggle into him, he holds me tighter and kisses my forehead all I can do is smile. I look at the clock and see that its 9:09 am and I think damn it earl- oh crap my mom is going to kill me. I jump out of bed and jace looks at me confused

"what's wrong" he says

"my mom is going to kill me " he just laughs"what?"

"your mom knows she stopped by last night and you were sleeping to she let you stay, and said to be home for dinner

"oh..well i need to take a shower so" I turn to walk to the bathroom and jace says

"well I hope I get the honor to join you"

I smile and turn half way and say "well why not" I walk towards the bathroom and I hear jace jump off the bed. I strip and jump in and put the shower just to the right temperature and let it soak me, I feel arms wrap around my stomach and I immediately lean back resting my head on his chest and wrapping my hands around his and sigh, the water is running over the both of us

jace kisses my neck slowly and softly working his way to my ear and sucking then back down, the whole time I am moaning softly.  Jaces hands slowly loosen just enough for me to turn around i wrap my hands around his neck, I lean in and kiss him hard and he kisses back with just as much pressure. I pull him closer needing more of this, more of him, I can feel his penis against my belly I can feel it growing, i pull at jaces hair he groans and pushes me against the wall.

one hand between my cheek and neck, the other on the shower wall, I let my hands drag down his chest to his hips and run my hands over his ass, he shivers through the hot water. I run my hands to his hip indention's and press on them, he bucks his hips. we finally pull away for air, I look him in the eyes my eyes saying what I want

"are you sur-right now, in here"  I nod he looks hesitant "OK.. ill be right back" I hear him leave then the bathroom door shut, i hear a crackle of foil. He is back in here record time, he kisses me and picks me up so I hook my legs around him. he stops kissing me

"i want to try something..do you trust me" jace replies

"with my life" I say

he grabs my hips and turns me around so my chest is facing the shower wall, I spread my legs having an idea, I bend over slightly i feel him rub himself on me then he slowly inserts himself inside of me. I gasp, once he is fully inside he gives me a minute to adjust to his big size then he slowly moves his hips, I moan so loudly, GOD this feels so good. he starts to to go in and out slowly. he starts to speed up, I am screaming with pleasure he starts going faster, I don't think anyone human can move this fast. He then starts going harder and harder as my moans get louder and louder along with his. This was so different from our first time. It feels so good I think I am going to pass out. I let out a cry. He kisses my back while he is thrusting into me with the force of a truck after what seems like hours he groans as we both come undone together both panting he pulls out and I know that if he lets me go i will fall, his hands are on my hips holding me as if he knows

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we finished our shower and are getting dressed and jace is being quiet, but i don't think anything of it. I go into the closet and grab a pair of clothes I keep in here just in case. I put on my clothes and come out and jace is sitting on the bed already dressed

"I'm so sorry"

"For wh- jace I am fine I promise you I am okay I am not hurt" "yes you are" "I think I would kn-" I am cut off by jace pulling up my shirt showing my hips where bruises lays on both sides I didn't even know they where there "jace it's nothing I promise I'm fi-" "stop saying that, you are not fine clary I hurt you, in what dimension is that okay"

"I am fine or at least I was 5 minutes ago....if I wanted you to stop I would have told you okay" he opens his mouth to object but I cut him off "no jace I will not allow you to feel bad for something I wanted okay I wanted what you gave me and for those bruises that was to hold me up so I didn't fall if anything you didnt let me fall okay" I walk towards him and put both of my hands on his jaw and force him to look in my eyes "I love you okay I love you and I don't want you to feel bad for this in any way you understand me" he just looks away but I force his head to look in my eyes "okay" he just nods

"I love you so much clary"
"I know I love you so much jace" we hug and in that moment I know that this is it for me, we could live in a box and I would be okay as long as I had him.