Jace and Clary: This love

chapter 31

Clarys POV
Jace grabs me and pulls me into his lap after what seems like forever I find my words "Jace" he doesn't say anything though he just hums "what if I'm..What if we"  he waits a moment before he responds as if he don't know himself.

"Then we will have a baby" I look him in the eye and fight the tears.

"What if I'm not a good mo- what if I can't do thi-..I just turned 18 Jace I" I feel his hands on each side of my face and hear his voice not long after.

"We will figure it out as we go..Like we always do..We will make it out okay" I nod and squeeze my eyes shut to clear the blur. He goes to pull me back into his arms but the alarm I set on my phone for 10 minutes goes off. We all freeze not able to move quite yet, I get up and pick up the test.

My heart is pounding out of my chest and the results make my heart stop. I turn around and look at Jace.

"It's negative" he lets out a breath stands up, picks me up and tackles us both to the bed. We lay there and hold eachother in content.

Jocelyns POV

I decide to leave and let them be alone as it looked like they needed it, they needed eachother. I decide to go back to the library, as I walk into the library I walk straight into Luke's arms. I can feel everyones eyes on me even Luke's I can even feel the questioning in everyone's stares. I look up and only see that Isabelle is no longer in the library.

I decide it's time to tell everyone the news and take away their anticipation of waiting.

"It was negative" I hurridly get out and let out a breath along with it. I couldn't imagine my baby being pregnant as I am pregnant. I don't think I will ever be ready to accept Clary being pregnant ever. Just thinking about it makes me queezy.

"I think I need to lie down..All this is a little much" I feel my feet lift off the ground and the tight embrace of Luke's arms. I snuggle into them and black out before we even make it to our room.

Clarys POV

jaces body is firmly pressed to mine as we continue to lay. The feel of his body on top of mine is so comforting. After what seems like forever but not long enough I feel jace lift his head from my shoulder. He stares directly in my eye giving me every emotion all at once.

He gives me one of those smiles that are only reserved for me. I grab the back of his head with my hand and bring his face down to mine. Our lips touch, a kiss so soft and sweet that makes my stomach curl. I never thought that I could want something so much. Hunger took over my thought as I greedily capture his lips to mine.

I trail my hands down to the hem of his shirt and rip it off as the hunger inside of me starts to shake through my body. His hot hands slowly travel to my shirt and tosses it to the floor. I bring my hands to his curls and yank tightly getting a low groan from him.

His groan makes me have the need to squeeze my thighs together in return I get a low moan from him. I undo his belt and toss it to the floor as Jace pulls down my bottoms. I unbutton his jeans and push them down with my feet as much as I can anyways.

His jeans hit the floor leaving us both in our undergarments. I run my hands through his hair as I continue to hungrily kiss him. I can feel my lips start to get sore from the continuous kissing. We both finally pull away needing a breather and stare eachother in the eye.

"You know this right here is the reason of all of the events today" he cockily says. All I can do is smile because it is exactly true. "We could stop if you want" I breathlessly respond he smirks and says "no way in hell" I feel his lips enclose back on mine.

I feel his hand travel up my back and to my bra clasp. My bra along with all of our other clothing joins the floor. My underwear and soon jaces boxers follow not long after. I feel him grab for something I hear the crackle of foil. Jace sees me eyeballing him and cockily asks "what do you want to put it on me" my eye meet his "could I" I curiously ask.

All the cockiness leaves his face and replaced with a serious one, he nods his head and hands me the condom. I hold it waiting for him to instruct me further.

"Place it at the tip" I do as told "pinch the tip and roll it down" I again do as told then look him in the eye.

"Did I do it right " he nods and places his lips on mine. I wrap my legs around his hips not able to take the wait any longer. I feel him at my entrance so I wrap my arms under his armpits and hold onto his shoulders. I feel him enter all the way to the hilt and stop, we both groan. He waits for me to get used to him being inside me, which I am thankful for. It's like no matter how many time we have sex I still have to adjust to his big size.

He slowly pulls out and slowly pushes back in. He keeps this slow pace then slowly fastens it to a pace that's not to slow or not to fast. The perfect pace is made. It's like he knew exactly what I wanted and needed like he always does. I hold onto him overcome with the amount of pleasure the non stop moaning from both of our mouths says just as much.