Dear Diary...

9/22/15

So ya'll should congratulate me.

Today i ate nothing in the morning, and in one of my classes the teacher gave us m&m's. I was hungry but i kept telling myself no. I could do this, i was strong enough. So i just drank water from my bottle.

Three classes later i was eyeing them again so i asked other people if they wanted them but no one did. I almost decided to get just one but then i told myself that if i could resist this, then i was strong enough to do whatever i proposed to myself.

So i held on to whatever will-power i had and put them away. I was going to throw them to the trash but then that'd be a waste so i was going to give them to my little sister.

I know it's not much but i'm proud of myself for not eating a single one.

It would've been another perfect day except for the fact that my dad was home after school and he made me a sandwich. And he stayed there in the kitchen so i had no choice but to eat it all in order to not cause any suspicions.

On the good side, yesterday he told me that my face looked thinner and he said to keep up what i was doing. In my mind i was like, well thank you for the permission, even though you don't have an idea of what i'm doing.

So that's it for now ya'll.
Laters!

~A :3