Broken

My Wanting

I have so much to say to you

But so little I will actually voice.

I have so much to tell you

But then I'm reminded of your choice.

I must distance myself from you

I must stay far away.

I want to get close to you

But then I'm remided of the games you play.

I want to cuddle with you

I want to hold you close.

I want to be yours

but then I'm reminded that I'm not the one you love most.

I want to laugh with you

I want to be your girl.

I want to have fun with you

But then I'm reminded of all the times you took me for a whirl.

I want to wake up next to you

I want to see your face.

I want to say good morning to you

But then I'm reminded of my place.