Living in a Fantasy

Chapter 10

( Gabby's P.O.V) 

                     I couldnt find Kenn anywhere!! He wasnt in the room anymore which was really odd so i decided to go back to the beach and find him sitting down near the water. I run over grinning from ear to ear and tackle him. Although, i am the only one that is laughing. I look at him and see him with a guiltey look in his eyes. 

"What did you do Kenn?" i said no longer laughing but on the verge of tears. He runs his hand through his hair and i notice that there are dried tears on his face. My hand automatically goes and touched his cheek and wiped his eyes. He kisses my hand and smiles. But that smile doesn't last for long. 

"Gabby, please don't hate me. Son of a bitch!!!" He screams at himself, standing up and pacing around. I grab his arm and turn him around to where i can see his face. My hands are shaking, I'm so scared of whats about to come out of his beautiful lips. My eyes begged him to tell me what the hell was going on through his head?? 

"Gabby, I,....kissed Hannah. I just meant it as a joke with Dylan, but then i started thinking of you and it wasnt a joke anymore!!! Once i realized what i was doing......oh, my god you hate me," he breathed. I just stood there in complete shock and horrification. I really didnt know what to do. Was i supposed to hug him to make him stop hyperventilating or scream and slap him?!?! To be quite honest i wanted to kick him in his nunu area. (That's what i call it okay?!) 

"I knew there was something going on between you two. Ever since you fell on her on the plane," i tried to say but me crying wasnt helping me to get words out. He tries to hug me but i pull away as if he shocked me with his touch. 

"NO! No, just leave Kenn." i snapped and i started running to the hotel room. I wanted to kill Kenn for kissing my best friend and i wanted to kill Hannah for not telling me what happened!! UGHHHHH!! But my anger quickly left me once i realized what was going on. Kenn kissed Hannah. One part was telling me to run to him and ask for him for an explantion and then just make up with him with a heated make-out but my non hormoned part of me wanted to run and run until there was ntohing left anymore. And thats what i did.  Well, ran all the way to the room at least. 

               Dylan was blocking my way and the only way i thought of getting him out of the way was hitting him on the chest. God he was big! I just took all of my fustrations out on him. Why wasnt he moving??!?! Didnt he see that i wanted to get past him??? 

"DYLAN!! MOVE THE HELL OUT OF MY WAY, SON OF A BITCH!!!"  i scream with tears blurring my vision. But before i could do anymore 'damage' to him, he grabs me by the shoulders and pulls me into a warm, friendly hug. I just cry into his chest. How was i supposed to trust Kenn when he does this sort of thing????? God, i hate him. 

"Gabby, hon? Are you okay?" Hannah whispers as i push her away from me. 

"GET AWAY FROM ME YOU SLUT! Just leave me alone!" i scream but i immediatley want to take those hateful words back. Hannah starts to wimper and I open the door to my room and lock the door. I didnt want anyone to see me like this anymore. I didnt want to take my anger out on anymore people. 

"Just let her cool down, Hannah. She's just heartbroken. You know she didnt mean what she said." Dylan comforted Hannah, as i heard her cry. I was such a bitch. I wanted Kenn, but then remember what he did. All i wanted to do was to curl up in bed and cry. And that's exactly what i did.