poetry about my life

Before, After, and Now

May 17,2015
Age:13

Before:

I had real friends who I could trust

I used to think about happy things

and not once thought about cutting

I smiled and it was always real

I used to have scar free hips, wrists,

and thighs.

But.... once my "happiness" ended I

was soon sad, then depressed.

After:

I have 3 friends and barely trust them

All I can think about is cutting

I smile and now it's always fake

I have nothing but scars and scabs on
hips,wrists, and thighs.

Now:

I cry myself to sleep every night

Push everyone away

Still cutting

Fake feelings

Hide my thoughts

Don't care if I die or still alive

But most importantly, I am still very

Depressed.

From here on out I made these by myself.
-Desiree