Wut.

WALP

I have frequent Dejavu. Every few hours I think, "Didn't I do this before?" "I feel like I've had this conversation before.." etc.

I also have this odd habit of capitalizing Ideas. Darn it.

Every time I drink soda I start shaking uncontrollably from the sugar and my left shoulder starts to hurt. Especially if I drink it quickly. My favorite part of getting soda from restaurants is when there's a little bit left and a whole bunch of ice left. The water from the ice mixed with the soda helps slowly get the lingering taste out of my mouth.

I have this perpetual feeling that my art always sucks, I only keep doing it because I like doing it. I also do it because when someone who feels that their style is worse than mine, they always compliment me. That feels good.

Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii am dyslexic. A lot more with typing than with writing oddly enough. I also never really learned how to type. I have a general Idea where the keys all are, but I still need to look at the keyboard.

I'm also behind on multiplication. In 3rd grade, we were learning the multiplication table, and we did it in stages. You were supposed to study on the table and take tests as you went up the chart. I've never been able to study in all my 8 years of actual school. (preschool and kindergarten are the schools that school you for school. :T) Let's just say it was not easy for me. To this day, I can not easily multiply anything from 6 up. I can do 5's, 4's, 3's, 2's, and of course 1 and anything that is a 1 with zeros after it. Tens are easy tbh.

I have an irrational fear of getting my food first at home, going to restaurants, and talking on the phone. Oh and bugs. Especially the flying kind. Eughhh. My greatest fear has to be falling, my second being either having too many friends or being all alone. Oh, another irrational fear: walking alone in the hallway of the middle school I go to.

So yeah, if I think of anything else, I'll post it. Since it's the weekend though, I probably won't have anything else until Monday. Schooooool...

I hate it so much.