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Bullying

Oh boy, the thing I hate talking about because it actually happens to me, but not in as great as quantities as everyone else on the internet, but I hate talking about it because I feel like I sound like I feel like my problems are way more important and drastic than yours or something, and I don't feel that way about it at all and it makes me anxious.

So yeah, here, have my bullying experiences.

So uh, There's this kid on my bus that most people like, his name is Aaron and he is REALLY rude. I mean, I never really pay it any mind, but he insults me and bullies me on like, a daily basis. In the mornings on my bus, Arin calls me "Disease Girl" and he says I'm smelly, and that I always have a knot of hair on the back of my head, which is the only thing out of that that made me self-conscious about it, strangely. But he picks on me all the time, and I never even frickin noticed it until I started feeling self-conscious about my hair. I guess I've just been thick skinned, not really caring what anyone else thinks about me.

Another instance that I've been bullied in was when this annoying kid named Keegan decided to make fun of me by saying that his friends having a crush on me was an insult to them. They didn't, but you get my point.

Just today, another kid named Josh struck conversation with me. It went something like this:

Josh: Hey *insert my name here*, I wanna ask you something.

Moi: *glares at him for an uncomfortable amount of time, awaiting the question*

Josh: Would you date me.

Me: *extremely angry at the tone of his voice but talking calmly* No.

So like, he DIDN'T like me, and for SOME reason, a lot of popular kids at my school (I call them preps ironically) REALLY LIKE to mess with me by saying that someone has a crush on me. At the beginning of the year, there was ANOTHER instance.

There is this couple in my grade named Makayla and Ben. People in the past have told me that Ben had a crush on me. MAKAYLA is saying that Ben has a crush on me, and her and her friend Lexi go so far as to give me a fake phone number that they said was his.

On the bus in the morning, it usually goes that the two boys who sit behind me go off the bus after me and Aaron is last off the bus, then the two orchestra 5th graders get off after us. This morning, Aaron decided that he was going to, as soon as I was standing up to get off the bus, compact the spaces between the two kids behind me and himself, just so that I couldn't get off. Once Aaron was off the bus, I attempted to leave, but then the 5th grader got up and I ran INTO him. He fucking staged that, I know it.

I'm sure there are plenty more, but I really don't want to talk about this anymore because I know people who have worse bullying than I do, and I know that my case is not that bad, I'm just saying that it is bad a little bit, and I wanted to talk about it. I'm not even going to get into Colin Cubik. And no, that is his real name, stalk him if you want, assassinate him. Please.