Jenna (IN EDITING)

Chapter Thirty-Five

My breath smelt horrid, like beer and cigarettes yet I didn't do either. He did. He did something worse two nights ago. I walked away from the party, crying and no one noticed. I couldn't find Alex, how did he not hear me scream for him? I still continued to cry. This wasn't how I planned to spend my Friday night, I wanted to spend it happy with my boyfriend. But that clearly didn't happen. I spent it on the cold cement floor of a basement.

The road was freezing to my bare feet, why exactly was I spending my Sunday night walking up and down my paved driveway listening to music on the radio on the porch. Kathleen didn't call since the party, and I tried to contact Alex but no one answered. I was alone, even my own boyfriend didn't even think to ask why I was absent from his company at the party.

No one cared. Just like Tanya predicted my future to be like. I was falling, I wanted to rip my own skin apart. His breath and scent still lingered on me. I couldn't take it, why wasn't it possible for humans to shed their entire skin like a snake? That'd be too easy, wouldn't it be? Tanya, I can't believe, was right for once in her life. No one would ever care for a washed and messed up female like me in the modern world. I was nothing, not the child I knew in the accident.

That four year old Jenna Wells died in that car accident, she didn't live on. Only her body did. Her being was replaced by a monster that killed her siblings and watched Jenna's mother die. This girl starts fights, ends relationships and watches people die without even a understanding of what's going on. Jenna isn't here anymore, she's replaced with someone who lets so much happen to her.

I deserve everything I get, I guess. Everything that happens, happens for a reason which was entirely true. Revenge, probably Kay and Harry's.

"What are you doing?" Called a voice at the end of my driveway.

"Walking," I explained.

"You have no shoes on, Jenna!" She yelled.

"I deserve it," I said.

"What? No!" She ran over to be so I could see her face. It was Kathleen, with her hair pinned up into a messy bun and her make up wasn't even done.

"Deserves everything I get," I keep strolling back and forth. My feet will be frost bitten by the end of the night.

She grabbed onto me and brought me inside, Nana was already sleeping and didn't notice I was outside. "What is up with you? I tried calling you tonight and you wouldn't answer me!" Kathleen looked at me nervously. "You've been so distant since the party where you just got up and disappeared."

"Sorry, didn't know anyone would notice. Until I was gone," I lid back on the couch and felt the warmth of the fire place over power the cold of my feet.

"You're not yourself, where's that pretty girl in the blue puffy dress?" Kathleen shook me and smiled.

"She died."

"What? No! She's right here," She contradicted me.

"She died."

"No, she never Jenna! You're right here," Her voice gave me the impression she was pissed off.

"Fine she didn't, but she's pretty close to dying inside!" I snapped.

"Jenna, what happened at the party?" Kathleen's blue eyes sparkled in the light of the blazing fire.

"He took me into the basement and used me for his pleasure while I was knocked out," I opened up.

"Who? I'm going to kill him!" Kathleen demanded to know.

"David."

"Oh my holy cow, I'm going to kill him. Alex is going to help!" She planned.

"No, don't tell Alex."

"Jenna!"

"Don't. Tell. Alex." I set my demands.

"Fine, but you have to tell someone who isn't going to want to murder you for not telling them sooner, what about the guidance consular?" Kathleen offered.

"No, never!" I mumbled.

"Jenna, you're so stubborn!"

"What do you expect? I'm Tanya's stupid daughter."