That Moment I'll Never Forget

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(Ivy is now 22. Hailey is 21. Ryan is 26)

I'm going to see HCR with Hailey tonight! I used to see the singer every day but whatever. :( I talk better now and let people see my face. I have my head up but I usually keep my hood on. Mainly because I'm still a bit insecure.

I had my best outfit on. Not that it mattered. In big crowds I always had a hood on and face down. I'll look up at HCR though.

"How are you doing California?" Ryan yelled into the mic. We all screamed. I did too. "I take that as a yes?" We all screamed again. He flashed at perfect smile that makes my insides turn to mush.

The set list went like this: Hung Up, The Only One, ILILT, TT, BF, Say, Radio, Honestly, Dowtown Girl, Come Back to California, and Whatever. It was really good. Durin The Only One Ryan looked into my eyes for a whole 3 seconds. :)

We went to M&Gs. Hailey and I just had to be in the front. We pushed and shoved but some of the smells of these girls were just terrible. :( We went in there and I froze. I didn't know what to do.

Standing in front of me was my old friend Ryan FOLLESE. I pj my head down again. I don't know if it was shyness or if I just didn't want him to recognize me.

Every thought process in my brain stopped when I heard that perfect voice say, "....Ivy?"

My head shot up, "Ryan?"

Jamie seemed to recognized me too. Ryan came over and gave me a huge hug.

"You changed a lot," I observed.

"So did you. Do you still not talk and keep that head down and hood up."

I smiled embarrassed. "Usually just the hood on."

He smiled, "I missed you you know? I still think about you every day."

I froze. "R-really?"

"You didn't think I would forget you did you?"

"I wasn't THAT important. But it's good to see you again."

"Well I wanna catch up. Can you meet me on the tour bus after this?"

"yes," I answered shyly. Inside I was flipping out

"Titanic Moment," he winked.

"how do you know about that?" I asked.

"I would find those notes all the time in the junkyard." I smiled and met the rest of the band.

Ian whispered something to me, "Were you two like lovers in the nighttime or something?"

"Lord no Ian! We were secret friends. My mom found out and would let me see him again because we was a boy. She didn't like menbeing friends with boys."

"WAS being the operative word there. He more female now."

I slapped him playfully on the arm.

After the M&Gs I went to the tour bus. Hailey went home because she didn't know I was staying. She didn't even know Ryan and I were friends prior to this.

Ryan and I were sitting on the couch talking. There was no one else. There. He finally asked me a serious question, "What did you you uh...do when we were separated?"

I looked down, "pass?" I said, testing him.

"No you have to answer this one."

I looked down and showed him my wrists. There were scars there. Lots of them. His eyes widened. "IVY! Why did you?"

"It seemed like the answer at the time. My parents were being weird until they died when I was 18. I-"

"They died?" he interrupted. I slowly nodded. "Oh Ivy I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I couldve done. I couldve called or-"

"Please don't blame yourself."

"Why didn't you call me?" He asked.

"I just...couldn't. I would stare at the phone for hours thinking of what to do. I never called."

I now had tears in my eyes and a lump in my throat. I tried to swall it but I couldn't. He pulled me into his arms and let me cry. I cried and cried.

"Before they died thy abused me. They would beat me until I bled."

"Shh Shh. It will be okay," he comforted.

"I missed you," I whispered. I pulled away and looked into his eyes. I don't know why but the moment was right and I kissed him. It was full of electricity which shot through me like lightning. It was perfect. Our lips moved in unison. I am not sure if it actually meant something though. I wanted it to but I doubt it did. Suddenly there was a knock at the door. We we t to answer it. It was....

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