We Will be the Last Ones Standing-A Hot Chelle Rae Fanfiction

Contemplating and Procrastinating

(I UPDATED EARLY! YAY! But I'm very sad that this ending soon. But I have to update my other fanfictions as well because I have like 80 so it would be hard. Plus, this one needs to end sometime. Anyway ENJOYYYYY LOVELIES)

Chapter 30

Ivy's P.o.V

This morning I got up with big bags under my eyes. After it happened again, I couldn't get sleep. Ryan noticed, surprisegly, and noted on it, "Babe you seem to be tired recently. You ok?"

"Yeah, I'm fine," I said unenthusiastically. Usually, he would question me further, but he didn't. He jumped up from where I was sitting on his lap, which nearly threw me, and excused himself.

"I have to go sort something out...be back later!" He kissed my cheek and ran out the door, stopping only to check his phone. I sighed. Yep. He just keeps showing more and more proof that he doesn't love me. I leaned my head against my hands. I'll go talk to Jason I guess.

"Yo wassup dawg?" I said, walking up all gangstah to Jason. He laughed and I stopped.

"Hey lil sis, what's up?"

"Not much. Boredom!" I answered.

"Hm...you shouldn't be too bored with Ry around," he winked. That normally would've made me smile, just thinking about Ryan...but as one of the Disney princesses said 'a dream is a wish your heart makes' and he's been dreaming about our break up.

"Not really. He's been a bit different for the past few days..."

"Different? In what way? If he's hurt you I will personally buy a gun and shoot him in the face. Then shoot him again just to make sure he's dead."

I laughed, "No, he hasn't hurt me. He just hasn't been himself. He-" I was about to tell him the situation when Ryan walked in, bringing in a smiley brunette with him. He was laughing, and talking with her. He didn't even notice I was there, until Jason spoke and almost yelled at Ryan.

"My sister is also here. Would you like to introduce her?! She's your fucking girlfriend Ryan!"

Ryan rolled his eyes, "I'm aware of who my girlfriend is Jason!"

"Are you?! Cuz it seems to me she's sitting in the same room with you watching you practically cheat on her!"

"I'm not cheating on her! Our manager made a contest for the fans and whoever wins comes on the remainder of our tour with us. She's won, so I'm simply speaking with her!"

"Might I remind you that you're not the only one on this tour!"

"But you're here because WE brought you here!"

"No, I'm here for Ivy and Ivy alone. Clearly, youre not."

"WHERE THE FUCK DID YOU COME UP WITH THAT?! I've always been here for Ivy! And I don't know who you think you are to-"

"RYAN!" I yelled, "Both of you, just stop! Drop it! It's not worth the energy! Jason don't yell at Ryan. And Ryan don't fucking yell at my brother! He's just protecting me. If you're any kind of older brother to Jamie you'd know how it feels to be protective."

Ryan stiffened, "Of course I understand it. But that gives him no reason to come yell at me saying I'm not taking care of my girlfriend!"

"But it's true!" Jason said again.

"No, it's not! Ive always helped her when she needed me!"

"Yeah her mother put food on the table for her when she was little but was she a good mother?"

"Dont compare me to that slut!"

"RYAN!" I screamed, "she may make wrong life choices but she's still my mother!" I cried. I ran out of the room and off the bus, because the bus wasn't moving. I needed to get away from that. I don't care where I go, but I haven't run in a while. Now was a good time to.

I heard footsteps run up from behind me. "Ivy! wait up!" I looked back to see Jason and I came to a halt.

"I thought you'd be him," I said, a single tear escaped from my eye. No matter how much I loved Ryan, he didn't love me and it wasn't ok with my for him to be around this other girl around me. Or disrespect my family in that way. Sure, they might be messed up, but they're still my family.

"No, he's back there with that Elli chick. But hey, you ok?"

"I don't know." I explained what was happening with the nightmares and everything. He sighed.

"I don't even know what to say..."

"Just don't say anything."

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*Two weeks later*

The boys have one more show in Melbourne then that's the last show of this tour. I haven't sorted things out with Ryan. We don't speak with one another and we rarely see eye to eye. And he's been talking in his sleep almost every night for the past two weeks. I don't know what I should do. Learn to live with it? Break up with him? Talk to him about it? I don't know.

I find myself contemplating and procrastinating about dealing with it.

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Ok guys I swear literally NOTHING will prepare you for the next few chapters. NOTHING! Don't even try. I'm so excited. I might update every day. I think there's one coming tomorrow. Bu leave a comment and tell me your thoughts! ;) love you guys! Xoxo

~Kristen