The Way I Love You

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Chapter 27

Ivy's P.o.V

I sat next to Ryan on the bus, doing nothing.

"I love you, Ivy," Ryan said dreamily. My breath caught. He had said it to me before, many times, but it was different this time. It was like he REALLY meant it.

"I love you too," I said back, leaning in to kiss him. He kissed me back, his lips warm. I put a hand on the back of his neck, bringing him closer. When we finally broke apart, he rested his forehead on mine.

"I will never lose you again," he swore.

I smiled, "No, you won't. You can't lose your merch girl!" I said. He laughed.

"Hailey..." he pulled away, "Hailey mentioned something to me a while back. The day I found out you were abducted, that horrible terrible day, she told me you were getting hate from my fans..."

"She told you?!" I exclaimed.

"She had to. We needed to figure out who did that to you. But that's beside the point! ...is if true?" He asked. I swallowed, a lump in my throat forming.

"No," I said to quickly, knowing lying would get me nowhere because he already knew the truth.

"Ivy...." he sighed, "don't lie to me. Why didn't you tell me about it?"

"Because I can handle it," I assured him. He grabbed my arm and flipped it over, so that my pale scars were face up.

"Did my fans have anything to do with this?" He asked me, his facial expression looked as if he knew the answer and he hated it. I sucked in a breath.

"yes," I croaked, my voice hardly audible. He heard, of course, and his head dropped down. He let out a long breath of anger and frustration.

"You need to tell me these things! I'm supposed to protect you!" He nearly yelled. I wimpered in response to his raised voice. "I'm sorry, baby," he apologized.

"Ryan," I sighed, "I know you want to protect me but you can't. It's your fans doing this, not you. Don't try to stop this because it will only get worse."

"I just don't want to lose you again. Well, it's not only that I don't want to. It's also that I can't. I can't imagine what it would be like to have to live without you."

"I will never leave," I reassured him. he let out an exasperated breath of relief. He looked back up at me, straight in the eye.

"I know that what they say is horrible," he began, "and I know that it gets to you," he motioned to the LOVE on my wrist. I cringed, remembering what I did to myself. "But, baby, it doesn't matter what they say. Don't listen to them because its only jealousy. You are the most amazing girl in the whole world and I'm sure that any one of them would give absolutely anything to be you, but they just hate on you to make you hate yourself. But you have no reason to hate yourself because your beautiful, kind, loving, respectful, funny, and perfect. And I'm the luckiest guy in the world to have you to myself. Don't listen to them, because the only thing that matters is that I love you. Just pay attention to the way I love you."

I smiled at his little speech. "I love you too," I said, just before kissing his nose. He giggle and pulled me closer to him.

"Come on lovebirds, we're going shopping," Nash interrupted.

I groaned in protest, "Fuck that," I mumbled. Nash laughed and grabbed my arm, pulled me up away from Ryan. Ry stood up and pulled me away from Nash, safely into his arms. I laughed and tried to free myself, but failed.

"Uh...Ryan, you can let go now," I told him.

"I will never let go, Ivy," he said, quoting from the movie Titanic. I laughed at his failed attempt at a dramatic moment and succeeded at pulling away from him.

And so we went shopping, but got nowhere really in the mall because it was gigantic. My feet hurt after a while, and I ended up buying nothing. Well that was a waste of 4 hours.

I climbed into Ryan's bunk, where he already was lying, and snuggled into him. Just before I fell into a deep, wonderful sleep, I remember him saying, "I love you." Then I was out.

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