We Will be the Last Ones Standing-A Hot Chelle Rae Fanfiction

Bleed

I feel like I'm stuck inside the song Bleed by Hot Chelle Rae right now. I like Ryan. A lot. This pretty much describes my situation:

I've always dreamed about this moment

And now it's here and I've turned to stone

I stand here petrified

As I look into your eyes

My head is ready to explode

I bleed my heart out on this paper

For you

So you can see what I can't say

I'm dying here

Cos I can't say what I want to

I bleed my heart out just for you

He now avoids me. We don't talk. Whenever I walk into the room he's in he walks out. When he sees me in a room he won't come in. I just don't know how to tell him that I feel the same way.

Music. That's it. I know how to reach him. I began to write. (I'd dint really write this song obviously)

See I can't wake up

I'm living a nightmare that keep playin over again

Locked in a room

So hung up on you

And you're cool with just being friends

Left on the sidelines

Stuck at a red-light

Waiting for my time

And I can't see

Why don't you love me?

Touch me

Tell me I'm your everything the air you breathe....

(I don't feel like writing the rest but you probably know it)

I recorded it and began to sing it in the tour bus when he was in it. There was no way he didn't hear it. When the song was over, I was feeling proud of myself. I didnt open my eyes because i close my eyes when i sing. I didn't go out there right away but when I opened my eyes, I saw the whole band except for Ryan sitting in front of me. Jmaie came and gave me a big hug. In my ear he whispered, "You did great. Tell me later what happened between you and Ryan. He refused to come in."

I nodded and followed him outside.

"Okay, let me just tell you this wasn't entirely my fault." I explained to him about the whole two dates thing and how I chose Ryan. I told him about the little incident.

He thought on it for a few minutes, then said, "Well, all I can say is that his feelings for you are genuine. You saying you don't love him crushed his heart. Shattered it into a million peices. I don't know how to mend it, only you can do that."

"But...this is gonna sound strange and I've been thinking hard on it. The mor I think about it the more I feel this way. I DO love him. I just don't know how to tell him."

Jamie looked at me sympathetically. "Good luck," he said, "I'll arrange it so that you get some time alone with him."

"Thank you."

"No prob."

The next day, Jamie announced that he and Nash were going to the beach. They knew Ryan wouldn't want to come. I told them that I didn't ant to come. Ian said he wanted tomcome at the last minute. That left me and Ryan.

When he realized hed be alone with me, Ryan said, "I'll come!"

I grabbed his arm, "No, I need to talk to you."