We Will be the Last Ones Standing-A Hot Chelle Rae Fanfiction

Is This What it Feels Like to be Broken?

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Chapter 32

Ryan's P.o.V

I retrieved my phone from where is lay upside down where Ivy and I had the fight. I never meant to hurt her. It hasn't been even 24 hours yet and I need her back. I walked onto the bus, and found her stuff gone. Elli's stuff was gone too. Oh God, what have I done? I managed to break two girls hearts and my own. Nice going Ryan. I didn't even know I was talking in my sleep!

I scanned my memory to try to remember me dreams. I vaguely remember one of them.

*Dream*

Ivy was speaking, pleading for mercy, "I'm sorry Ryan I didn't mean to cheat but Michel was there and-"

"So? That gives you no reason to break my heart like that! I loved you and I still do! But...this is too much," I answered.

She looked down, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean for it to go this far. But I guess I don't love you anymore so goodbye!" She put on a smile, which looked real enough. Those words broke my heart.

"I guess I don't need you! I trusted you! I loved you! But if you're like this then I don't want you. I've got other things and other people who love and support me. You don't have anything that I want," I said.

*End of dream*

I guess that last thing that I said was what I said out loud. Fucking hell. And I didn't want to ignore her either. I guess I just got carried away and I wanted to be close friends with Elli. Then Elli slowly worked her way up so that she controlled me and prevented me from seeing Ivy. And I didn't stop it. Now both of them are gone, and I'm beginning to lose myself already.

I just want Ivy back...

Ivy's P.o.V

When I got home, I went straight to my bedroom. I hadn't been here in a while, so it was nice to be back but it was weird. I didn't care how weird it was though. My chest hurt so bad. Not because I did anything physical, but because I missed him so much and I wanted him back

so badly. But I knew he was better off without me. I fought the urge to clutch my chest where my heart was because it hurt so badly. My head hurt too, from everything that's happened. Miscommunications do lead to fall out. Is this was a broken heart feels like? It does feel broken, and I don't think it will ever be mended. I sighed. Then I got an idea. I will call Michel! Jason came back with me, but he went to his house and I don't feel like talking to Jason. Mitchel is gay so he won't force himself on my when I'm most vulnerable; like after a break up.

I dialed his number and heard it ring. Finally his voice came through.

"Hello?"

"Hey, Mitchel," I said unenthusiastically. I wasn't capable of any enthusiasm at the moment. My hair fell into my face, but I didn't bother brush it aside.

"Ivy?" he said surprised. "What's up?"

I sighed sadly, trying to think of where to begin, "Mitchel..." I felt my control slipping, like I was about to burst into tears, "I broke up with Ryan."

...

After I got off the phone with a very worried Mitchel, I felt nauseous. Mitchel told me he was coming over to my house to take care of me for a few days because I was obviously getting sick. He told his boyfriend that he was over here and everything was cool.

I kept a bag next to me, in case I threw up. Within minutes, Mitchel was at my house. I let him in and he followed me to my room.

"It's gonna be ok, Ivy. What did Ryan do to make you break up with him?"