We Will be the Last Ones Standing-A Hot Chelle Rae Fanfiction

Lawless

(Hello lovelies! This chapter's kind of a filler but also kinda important. But whatevs! Enjoy! Xoxo)

Chapter 34

Ivy's P.o.V

I don't know why but I woke up in Jason's house. I was in his room on his bed and he was sleeping on the floor. What the actual fuck happened? I shrugged, pushing it from my mind, and stood up. I carefully stepped over Jason, doing my best not to wake him. It failed, because he sat up and rubbed his eyes.

"What? What time is it?" He asked sleepily. I bit back a giggle at his bedhead.

"10:30-ish. Sorry I woke you..."

"It's ok."

He stood and we walked down the steps and into the kitchen. We sat down with coffee to wake us up.

"So..." I said, after a straight 10 minutes of silence. He looked up at me. "I was thinking we should visit Mom today-"

He cut me off sharply, "No!"

"What? Why?!" I asked, knowing how he'd answer.

"Because she's a slut! Are you not even a tiny bit upset that she tried to seduce your boyfriend-"

"Ex boyfriend," I reminded him. His face softened.

"Right...but still. We're not going."

"But we need to help her! Don't you think that we should....I don't know, intervene?! Get her life back on track!"

"Once a whore, always a whore."

"Just because Madison didn't change doesn't mean Mom won't!"

His face reddened with anger. I knew the moment I said that that I wanted to take it back. I had crossed the line.

Madison was 'the love of his life'. Jason loved her so much, and he still does. He claims he's over her, but I know he's not. She cheated on him, and now sleeps around. It's kind of her job. She gets paid for it. You know, a prostitute.

He immediately stood saying, "I'm done!" He got up and left, slamming the door behind him. The delicate door frame rattled at the force he closed it with.

I put my fingers through my hair and screamed. I then kicked the wall. I couldn't afford to lose anyone else, and I knew my brother. He would hold a grudge. He would leave and wouldn't talk to me for weeks. He's the master of grudges.

I got a text from Hailey saying she would meet me at Cooper's Café in a half an hour. She would be there with Nashy. I started calling him that about a week back, for no reason. I sighed and replied I'd be there.

I got ready and left, getting there a bit late. When I arrived, she sat at a table, cuddling with Nashy as he played with her hair. A pang of jealousy hit me. That should be me and Ryan. I pushed the thought away, remembering that it's what he wanted. I just said what he couldn't.

I walked up to them, ignoring my jealousy.

"Hey guys!"

"Hey, babe!" Hailey said, standing to hug me.

We both sat down and soon a conversation was going.

"So then-" Nashy was speaking, but my 'I'm Not Ok (I Promise)' by My Chemical Romance started to ring. This signified that Jason was calling me. Did he forget what I said earlier?

"I'm sorry I have to take this," I apologized. I left the table and answered.

"Jason?"

"Ivy?" the voice did not belong to Jason. It belonged to...Ryan?

"Ryan?"

"Ivy! I need to tell you-"

"What the hell?! I already told you, I don't want your help, I don't want your sympathy, and I sure as hell don't want your love!"

"But I love you!"

"No, Ryan, we're through!"

I hung up quickly and texted Hailey that I'd talk to her later. I just had to let off some steam. I needed to leave.

I went home and dressed in party clothes. I was going out. I needed to forget him. I needed to numb him from my mind. I needed to blow the dust off my broken heart and start over. I needed to get out.

I grabbed my phone and purse and got in my car. I drove far far away from where I lived. I needed to be as far from that place as possible.

When I arrived at the club, music was heard even from outside. I was practically deaf when I entered, though. It was so loud, I couldn't hear myself think. But that was a good thing at the moment. I didn't want to think.

I went to the bar and downed a shot of vodka. I felt it burn the back of my throat. I asked for a round of shots. After I had had a few, I went to the dancefloor.

This place was nothing like the place Ryan and I danced at. No, this place was shaped kind of like a U. There was a bar on one side, then a U shaped counter lined with bar stools and chairs. In the middle was a huge dancefloor. The place was packed. I found a spot to dance in as Kill Everybody by Skrillex came on. It was followed by a few Knife Party songs and Cage the Elephant songs. However, one slow song DID come on. The DJ announced it was for couples. I sat down and drank more, but the song took my by surprise. It was...Just The Way You Are. No, oh God, no! Don't do this to me! I got up and left until I reached a party that a friend of mine was holding.

I knew about it, but forgot it was tonight. When I got there, Here's To Never Growing Up by Avril Lavigne was on. Suddenly, everyone jumped up and started running down the street yelling "Kiss my ass!"

We raised our red plastic cups. This is where I fit in. I talked to a few people, but ended up completely wasted. I didn't care though. We jumped off the roof of the house, but we piled mattresses and pillows at the bottom so we were safe. Everything was so much fun! Because I was living life single and lawless!

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yeah, so that chapter was really just a filler. But the next one is kinda intense. Be enacted cos the next one's gonna be good...I think. Anyway, comment and favorite pleaaaaaassssseeeee! I'll love you forever if you do! I love you guys anyway, though. Xoxo

~Kristen