Far Too Young

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I'm broken. For so long I've held back the tears. Put on a smile, pretended. But I'm done.

What am I supposed to do? I love my him, but my friend is so broken. If I can't help my friend, he could die. And I don't want that. But- he just had to fall in love with me. And now, if I don't date him, he condo blame this all of himself and be dead by morning. He's, my friend, and I love him as just that, my friend, I don't want him to die. But I love someone else. But if I don't return the love of my friend, I could break him. He could die, all because of me. How could I live myself that way? How could I go on, every day, if I knew that, if it hadn't been for me, he could still be alive?! How could I bring myself to look into the eyes of the guy I love, without thinking about my friend?! How can I turn my back on the one I love, and pretend to love my friend?!!

  I CANT DEAL WITH THIS!!! IM JUST A FUCKING TEENAGER!  No one can save me now...

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