What have i done?!

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Eddie POV- Amanda handed me a letter, I opened it quickly and read it.... It was from Sam. She wants me to meet her at 8 in her room, I hope she understands! I looked over at the clock.... 7:30! I quickly took a shower and put on some clean clothes. I had been in such a state ever since this break-up, I was being constantly sick and I couldn't help it- if I thought for a second about Sam I would start to cry... I loved her with every ounce of my being but she obviously didn't love me anymore. Every time I think about that I actually feel a pain in my chest... As if someone is literally breaking my heart.

Once dressed I looked at the clock 7:58 I told Aaron where I was going and he wished me luck, I opened the door and saw Amanda standing there "Well hurry up Eddie!" She told me and pushed past me going to Aaron- obviously it would just be me and Sam in the room together.... Awkward. I began to get nervous now... I hope I won't be sick! 'Stop it Eddie- Man up' I told myself as I knocked on the door *Knock* *Knock* *Knock* Immediately the door opened and Sam was there staring at me.

Sam POV- I heard 3 knocks on the door and I knew that Eddie was there, I opened the door to let him in but stopped and stared at him, he looked terrible. I could tell he had already had a shower but he had dark and droopy eyes. He also was very pale and looked as if he had been sick. Like Me.

Crap. I just remembered that this was real, and that he was standing in front of me awkwardly waiting for me to say something "Oh come in" I said to him coldly as I stormed over to the sofa, the memory of what he did to me came flooding back and I was full of rage and pain. He shut the door and came into the living room and sat on the floor next to the sofa "Sam, listen to me- I'm sorry. I didn't kiss her, she kissed me. I was going to st-" he started to say but all of a sudden the rage inside me caused me to scream at him "YOUR SORRY?!?!? THAT'S ALL YOU CAN SAY?! YOUR SORRY? DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU HAVE HURT ME?" I yelled at him, tears pouring down my face but I didn't care, the way I had been feeling because of this is horrible and it's all his fault.

"Sam, I felt the same. Do you know how much this has hurt me?! I loved you with every ounce of my body, an I still do. But can you imagine how that feels for me? The girl I love with all my heart not believing me and what I said?! I have been sick, crying and have had no sleep because of this...don't cry sam" he said to me coming closer and closer, reaching for my hand- the second it touched mine I felt a wave of happiness come across me, as if I had just walked out into a bright and sunny day; I felt warm from my toes to the top of my head- I missed him. 'STOP IT SAM! WHAG ARE YOU DOING?!' I told myself quickly then I pulled my hand away and turned away from him, tears spilling down my face now, they seemed never ending- my heart was breaking "Sammy come here" Eddie quietly said to me attempting to hug me "GET OFF ME" I yelled at him then I felt my fist make contact with his face. I had punched him. I never intended to do anything, I lost control of my arm... It just hit him. I was so shocked that I collapsed on the floor in a heap of tears "Oh Sam" he started to say- but he wasn't angry with me, he sounded worried about me, as if I hadn't just punched him. He crouched down next to me and pulled me into a massive embrace; I let him this time. I knew that he was telling the truth, I could feel it. I felt how much he had missed me and longed for me, just as I had done for him. We were both sobbing by now- and still clutching each other, never wanting to let go.

I ended up breaking the embrace and looked up at Eddie and saw blood trickling down his face from where I had punched him "I am so sorry eddie, I didn't mean t-" I began to say pointing to his head but he just silenced me by his lips; they crashed against mine and we were kissing forever- but it wasn't long enough, kissing Eddie now, I realised how much I missed these moments with him.... Knowing that I could never feel this way with someone else except him, except my Eddie- my life. I had missed him so much!

"I love you Sam, never forget that" Eddie whispered my his face pressed against mine, his voice tickled me ear and sent a shiver down my back "I love you too Ed, never forget that" I whispered back kissing his nose.

I stroked his cheek gently but then noticed the blood on his head "Darling, come here" I told him standing up taking his hand and walking to the bathroom with him following me. I dampened a cloth and then put it on his head, wiping the blood away- after doing this he then said "A kiss would make it better you know!?" Then gave me a puppy dog face, "ohh alright gorgeous, just for you" I smiled then kissed him gently on the lips, only brushing them- he pulled me in for more and we ended up kissing for another 5 minutes "I've missed you" he told me "I missed you too" I said to him.

"C'mon- I'm tired, lets sleep for a while" Eddie yawned and then picked me up and carried me through to my bedroom and placing me down on the bed- I got under the duvet; hiding from him "Hmmmmm, I wonder where Sam is?!" He said and I giggled "I hear giggling.... She must be............ HERE!!!" Eddie yelled the last bit and threw my duvet off, I grabbed him and pulled him next to me "you don't mind me sleeping here do you?" He asked me pulling me into a hug "not at all- I missed you" I told him, turning to face him and kissing his cheek "oh okay sweetheart, Goodnight then my beautiful sprout" he whispered kissing my forehead then snuggling up against me "goodnight then my beautiful freckle monster" I whispered to him kissing his nose then falling asleep with my head rested against his chest.

~Hope you liked this chapter guys!! Do you like all the long chapters? Sorry, I write alot hahah ;) But is it a bad thing? Do I ramble on? Sorry if I do!! Well guys, they are back together now *YEY* and their relationship is stronger now... But will it be strong enough for the biggest challenge of their lives?! Will they be able to stay together after what will happen later on in the story?!? Hmmmmm.... Keep reading, voting and commenting then you will find out!! Please can I have 5 comments for the next chapter!! Thank you ;* xoxoxox April xxxxx

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