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The performance was absolutely amazing! Of course in my eyes Eddie was the best. But all of the actors were fantastic!! They are so gifted!! I cried when Eddie's character died, well I didn't exactly cry...that is an understatement; I sobbed! Ahaha I could sense people around me giving me strange looks, but I didn't care one bit, I don't know why it upset me so much, but it did, probably because he was such a great actor !He created a character that was so close to your heart that when he died, it made you feel as if a part of you had gone. Like losing a best friend. And that is what Eddie is to me; a Best Friend and the best boyfriend a girl could ever have. I couldn't imagine what I would be like if he wasn't with me (as cheesy as that sounds) but he is honestly the best thing that has ever happened to me. And I love him with all my heart.

Once the theatre lights had come back on I got up and met Amanda and Aaron who were sitting behind me "guys! I didn't know you were there! Why didn't you tap me on the shoulder?" I asked them, hugging them both "Well, we thought it would have been a bit awkward if we interrupted your little sobbing moment" Aaron said, giving me smirk "Oi, I couldn't help it okay?" I told him shoving him so hard he almost fell over "Ahaha you did deserve that Aaron" Amanda said laughing at him and grabbing hold of him whilst be regained his balance.

"SAMMMMMMM!!!!!" I heard someone yell my name; Eddie! I spun around and spotted him peeking through the door leading to the corridor his dressing room was down, he was calling us all over "Sam, tell Eddie that we have to go back to our room and that we will see him later, oh and tell him we both thought he was amazing, okay?" Amanda said quickly, grabbing Aaron and walking off... Strange...why would they leave so quickly...Weirddd. Well anyway, I ran over to Eddie who picked me up and spun me around "Soooooo...how was I?" He asked me finally putting me down and hugging me "you were amazing, brilliant, superb, outst-" I was interrupted by him before I finished "oh shut up, no I wasn't!" He said grinning and tapping my nose playfully "Oh yes you were!!" I replied, not going to give in easily..."You are such an amazing actor Eddie!! You will be famous one day, I just know it!!" I told him, giving him a gentle kiss on the lips, but he tensed up, "Ed, what's the matter?" I asked him, curious... He had been acting strange around me "Nothing, nothing" he said too quickly, and noticed that I was going to say something, so he just picked me up and carried me over his shoulder to his dressing room and sat me down on the sofa, then picked me up and placed me on his lap "I love you. Remember that." He whispered in my ear then started to play with my hair "Edward, this is not a beauty salon and you are not a beautician." I told him acting stern, "and we need to get this off you so hop on the chair" I told him pointing to the make up on his face "okayyyy" he gave in then jumped up on the chair and let me wipe all make up off him, whilst I was doing it he started to sing "A heart full of love" from Les Miserables, "your done now Marius" I said to him winking and flicking his nose, he leaped up, grabbed me in his arms and started to sing "In my life, she has burst like the music of angels, the light of the sun" He was swinging me round whilst doing this, once he finished we were both so dizzy we just collapsed on the sofa in a big heap

"That sounded really nice Eddie, you have a beautiful voice" I told him giggling girlishly "why are you giggling?" He asked me smirking

"Because you are so beautiful and I can't understand why you would love me" I murmured slowly, almost dreamlike "Samantha Jane Barks, you are the most beautiful girl I have ever met, and I love you so much"Eddie told me kissing me between every word, his kisses were so short and sweet they left me craving more "Eddie, promise you'll never leave me" I said to him, stroking his hair "Sam, I love you so much...but..." He started to say, not before I butted in "You have to leave me don't you?" I asked him, turning away so that I could hide my tears, I wanted him to turn me round and hug me and tell me 'no', I wanted him to laugh it off saying 'never!' But he didn't. I was right. He was leaving. Why? "Why Eddie?" I longed to know, tears falling silently down my face "why do you have to leave me?" I asked him, knowing I wouldn't like the answer but still asking for it