Hell weeks had passed. I dunno how to live with the same Athena again. I've been crying all day even at night. I want to kill the distance that we have, but, I just can't. I can't. Ganon nga siguro yon, even though you gave everything, there still no guarantee that he will stay at your side. Forever.
Oy, Bakla! Tumayo ka na dyan! Aba, your not in dramarama to acted like an artist. Dinaig mo pa yung mga broken hearted!" Jay shouted. Yeah. You read it right. He's a gay.Kung hindi lang to bakla siguro sa kanya na nahulog yung loob ko. Bukod kasi sa maganda na katawan, aba, gwapo din ng mukha. Mas gwapo nga lang si Mathe---. Here it goes again, sya na nmn.
"5 more minutes Jay". Antok na sagot ko. Naramdam ko na umupo sya sa gilid ng kama.
Why you doing this to yourself, Athena? I mean, You're pretty and sexy as hell! Why don't you just move on? He's just a guy. You can find better than him. Aniya.
"I dunno, Jay. Hindi ko na din nakikilala ang sarili ko.
Maybe because I found my dream guy inside of him. At first, we're okay. Until someone came into the picture. And then boom! The Mathew I knew was suddenly change and turned into stranger. " Paliwanag ko naman sa kanya.
Why don't you tell him the whole story. I know that he'll understand. Pahayag pa nito.
You really think that I did not tried? Everyday I wanted to explain and tell the whole story but he just kept ignoring me. Until one day, nagsawa nako. Nararamdaman ko na mat namumuo na namng luha sa mga mata ko.
Bakla, wag ka ng umiyak! Nasisira yang ganda mo ee! Sabi niyo sabay punas sa luhang pumatak sa kanyang mga mata. Napatawa nalang ako sa sinabi nya.
Oo na! Hindi nako iiyak! Eto na oh, naka smile n--. Hindi ko na natapos yung sasabihin ko, dahil may nag do-doorbell sa labas.
"Ako na bakla. Para maayos mo na sarili mo. Dalihan mo baka masabunutan na kita sa kaka drama mo!" Napatawa nalang ako sa kanya. "Oo na. Puntahan mo na yung nag do-doorbell." Then lumabas na sya.
So, I get off in bed and do my daily routine. When I went out on the room a familiar guy was sitting on the couch.
"Ena..." he said.
When I heard his voice, I felt my tears. A tears of happiness. I run towards him. And hug tightly. I smiled and murmured.....
I miss you.....Ace
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