"Emotions run deep, and she thinks she's in love. So there's no protection; he's usin' no glove Never thinkin' 'bout the consequences of her actions Livin' for today and not tomorrow's satisfaction. The days go by, and her belly gets big, The father bails out; he ain't ready for a kid Knowin' her mama will blow it all outta proportion"
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I woke up in Trinity's bed.
I smiled, realizing how lucky I was, how lucky I am. I'm blessed to have such a caring and kind-hearted sister like her.
She's always there when I need her.
I can't understand why people like me and not her, she's so much better than me. I've always looked up to her, she's smart, and she has a good head on her shoulders.
That's why I didn't want her to get involved with Xabriel. I was afraid he'd hurt her, I'm still scared he'll leave her broken, or damaged. I don't want her to lose herself, I don't want her to end up like me. I don't want her to get pregnant by someone who doesn't love her.
Tears started to stream down my face as I thought about how I got myself into this situation.
Serenity, how could you be so stupid?
•Ten weeks ago•
I smiled as I got out of my car.
It was Saturday morning, and I was extremely bored, so I drove to Anthony's house.
Anthony opened the door with a welcoming smile.
"Hey, baby,"
"Hey" I replied shyly
Unlike my sister, I was never a shy person. But for some reason, I couldn't help but get tongue-tied and lost for words around Anthony.
"What are you acting all shy for?" he smirked
"It's hard to be bold around someone like you,"
"Do I intimidate you?" he asked raising his eyebrows
"No, but you're sexy, and it's throwing off my train of thought," I said, getting confident.
"Come here," he replied, licking his lips.
I slowly walked over to him.
He grabbed my hands and smiled at me.
"I'm really feeling you ma, you a cool female, you pretty, you nice, and I could go on and on, but just to make a long story short, you the type of female I want to stand by me."
I smiled, "Is that your way of asking me to be your girlfriend?"
He shrugged, "Something like that, I ain't ready for a relationship right now. I don't have the time, I got a lot going on...you know I gotta run the trap and shit."
