Frozen inside (Kellic)

chapter 5

Kellins pov--

I then put my arm around her, "um...babe you sure?" I ask her with uncertainty.

She then nods in excitement, managing to bounce my bed a little, "yes, we should totally go! It's like my favorite band." She says, continuing her homework.

I sigh, "Okay, who is this 'horizion bring me to' band even about?"

"Well it's metal." She says to me casually.

I laugh, sardonically, "if you think I want to pay 45 bucks to hear angry white people scream in my ear, your  gladly mistaken."

"But Ke-Lin!!" she whined, "you're my boyfriend an  I'm a girl." He says, in a babyshish tone of voice .

"C-can't we just go to  a restaurant, Katey?"

She crossed her arms, "can't we just have sex?"

I sigh, as I look up at her, "look, you know I don't want to have sex, after I got...molested six years ago.." I say in a small voice .

She snorts, "okay...And? Kellin suck it up." She tells me, sitting in my lap, her blonde hair blurring my vision.

"You can't just suck up things like that-"

"Yeah, whatever, maybe I'm just ugly-"

"Katey, no-"

"Then why won't you have sex with me?" she asks me and at the same time my brother, Justin walked in the room, and gave us a bowl of popcorn. He gave me a stare and held in his laugh, "m-mom wanted me to give you guys some s-snacks." He told me, and walked out of the room.

"See? Kellin even your brother is laughing at us now."

I shrug, getting her off my lap, "so? let him laugh...we're only in tenth grade and I can't afford to get you pregnant-"

"Kellin! nobody is getting pregnant, damn..It's like you're the girl in this relationship-"

"If you want a dick up your ass then get a dildo, Katey." I say to her without thinking.

She then snorts out of anger, "I can't believe you just said that!"

"K-katey I'm sorry, wait," I say, grabbing her arm as I see that she's about to leave.

"Fine...I'll go to the- the screamo concert with you."

She then practically squeals, "aww!! Thankyou thankyou thank you babe!!" she then kissed  my lips, "I love you so much!"

"Yeah.." I trail off, I'm not prepared to say it back yet.