Frozen inside (Kellic)

chapter 25

"What do you have in mind?" I asked, still amazed that he didn't even tell me his birthday was coming up. I surprised me at how much Vic had thought so little of himself..it was incredibly stupid, for a person like him to hate himself. I gaze at his wild, and vivid locks of his deep brown hair with insignificant light brown natural highlights.

His eyes were dark, "We could...make music together..at my house." He said in a small voice, his eyes sunk into his face and they were eager; we wanted the same thing.

I licked  my lips slowly, his eyes and mine never breaking contact. "What about.."

He shook his head, "he'll be gone, and won't be back until next Friday; it gives us time to sort out my staying at..your house; that is...if you've changed your mind-"

"Oh, no." I assured him, "I haven't changed my mind...It's just..I've never been in your room before." I said  to him, realizing my own words. They were loud and warily said. Was I being too clingy and annoying?

I shook my head, his laughter crept it's way into heavier he was going to say next, and my face hardened and became hot. "Well, we could just watch a movie, bake a cake..I don't know whatever you want to do..as long ad I don't have to risk my life in the process." He finished, pressing our hand  together and intertwining our fingers.

He flashed his teeth and smiled at me; but it was genuine - he was genuinely happy and not any thing on this earth could stop the trembling that occurred atop my hands, and my heart racing with his still and eminent, I kissed him, our lips moving in sync, but he had controlled  himself, he was  careful of everyone watching us. But I wish he knew that I didn't really care about anyone else but him.

Vic was a blur, Vic had me  going and never stopping, but before I could say and do it, he pulls  away from me, our messy daydream awaken by the thoughts of our peers searching and interrogating us as If we were criminals, and my; or; I should say our burning passion to go farther. He smirked, "I love you...It's getting easier to say each and every day..." He trailed  off.

I kissed him back, "same."