Frozen inside (Kellic)

chapter 20

Kellins pov~

The whole afternoon, He had ignored me. He made me feel as if I didn't even exist, and I got so desperate to the point where I gave up. It was  pointless, Victor Vincent Fuentes was not ever going to speak to me for the rest of eternity, at least.

But it was lunch time. I was hungry, frustrated, and eager...to find out why he had all of a sudden hated me. Was it my hair? The way that I looked? Am I ugly? Was I a negative influence for him? Did he just simply 'loose interest' ?

I then notice as I approached the usual table that I sit at. They were all laughing about a topic that I for one clearly missed. I gave Jack a curious look, but his expression turned into a grimace of smugness.

Shrugging. I nudged jaime, "hey...what's all the laughing about?"

But he snickered, as he pulled up a picture from his instagram. I couldn't help but notice my eyes beginning to burn and turn to glass from the responsiveness and mortification that I had had at the on  specific moment; it was like I suddenly forgot how to breathe and everything had clicked inside of me, as if the guilt could fill a fucking sea; like the lyrics said in that one song by bring me the horizon. I felt betrayal, absolutely no prosperity; it was a picture of Tony, naked. Exposed. In all nudity, and as I looked to them all...there were no faces of sympathy.

A sudden anger arose and my emotions had took control of me, I didn't understand the hatred, "You guys HONESTLY THINK THAT THIS IS FUNNY?" I roared, taking the phone and throwing it from across the room, and seeing as it ricocheted off the wall, and shattered into pieces as if it were black snow.

The cafeteria had became utterly quiet, and that was when Jack said, "Kells, man, it's just a joke-"

"NO. This is NOT A JOKE. That's his body and you chose to take a picture of him when he was clearly terrified and exploit it to the  internet? What the hell is wrong with you all? Just because he's an outcast at this school doesn't mean he's a target. And just because he's different, spent mean he has to be the same like you idiot, no-brained, fucktards who have no heart and common sense. I am repulsed by your actions and  I can't deal with this; this shit you've put upon everyone and made   into a fucking joke. You know what? I'm never going back to the football team, I'm better off in art class, and expressing myself in different ways than anger, and hitting things, or attacking people. I'm just done with you all, give me shit for this speech but; I want nothing to do with you...And you want to know why?"

Vics pov~

It was right there in moments loo like this, where my heart stripped  beating and my body had stopped producing, and palms started to sweat, or when my tendency to hold in tears just broke and it was a just my soul that was awake. "It's because I love Vic." Kellin had said, and pointed to me.

And with that, all eyes were on me, and nobody spoke. Not one voice. It was just silence, like everything had stopped and it was just Kellin and I.

I bit my lip and let the hot tears fall. That was huge; he'd risked his popularity, and reputation for me. He loved me. And it was hard to believe. It was ha r  to believe he actually cared about Tony, and our relationship. I didn't think he was so mad about the whole issue, I didn't think he was so passionate.

I was wrong.

He has a heart.

All of my heart.

because.....

I love him, too.