Frozen inside (Kellic)

chapter 13

Kellins pov~

By the time I got out of class, he was gone.

great. I don't know why I'm all of a sudden getting so clingy over Kellin but I COULDN'T help myself. He was just so...what's the word? I don't even know, maybe I should calm down and just go back to how I was normally acting because that obviously worked out better, I just really want to get to know Vic as a person; emo or not, he's just really majestic. Wait, what did I just think-?

"Kells, you missed last night's game!"  a voice said to me, as I gaze up, I see that it's Jack, "bro, we were supposed to all meet up at you and Justin's house last night but we we went over Jaime's instead. But anyways...what's good in the hood?" 

I shrug, walking to lunch, "nothing much.."

He snickered, "lies."

I raise my eyebrows, "what?"

"The wicked witch of the motherfucken west is saying your gay."

I dropped my binder and gazed at him in shock, "what!" I shout to him, "what the hell?!" I exclaim, punching the locker, "what else did she say?!"

"That you kissed him-"

I punch my locker again, "ugh! Really, why would she do this?!"

But hid expression changed, "but...Kellin...are you-?"

"Gay? No."

"Then why..?"

"I didn't kiss him! Damn."

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at kellins house~

I sit on my bed and think.

I need to figure everything out; am I gay? it's something I've always dealt with but never acted upon. let's face it, I like Vic, I like him a lot but I don't know if he feels the same way.

For all I know he thinks I'm some dick who likes to have sex and party all night but he's mistaken; that used to be me, but it's not anymore. What am I going to do?

Oh wait, I got it, if there's any feelings I have for him; I've got to act on it because this is driving me crazy. If I like Vic; I'll have to date him, or atleast see how things work out between us. This is my only chance and I'm going to take it.

I dial his number and wait for a response, "hello?" I hear him say.