Frozen inside (Kellic)

chapter 24

Vics pov~

I was waiting for Kellin to get out of history and that's when I began to feel a slight pang of jealousy. I'd overheard two girls talking and couldn't help but listen.

"I know right..he's so hot.."

"Who?!"

She laughed, "Kellin, he's just so sexy with his back muscles and green eyes and black hair-"

She gasped, "Brittany! he's gay!"

"Um, no Rebecca he dated haley"

"Before that Vic guy came around."

"Well, come on, Kellin used to be crazy at parties, he'd just always never wanted to fuck anybody..I mean maybe he's saving it for someone special."

But she  rolled her eyes, "yeah he is kinda attractive, huh?"

"What about his boyfriend?"

The other girl shrugged, "eh..He seems broken and shit.."

And with that, Kellin appeared from out of the door and all my resentment for them had washed away when I saw his face.

He smiled to me, holding my hand "hey."

I smirked "hi.." I trailed off, "wait; Kellin can I ask you something?"

"Sure."

"Well.." I struggled for words, "am I 'too broken' for you?" I asked him.

He laughed, "what brought this on?"

I shrugged, "well, I overheard this girl talking to her friend about how hot you were, and her friend asked about me and-"

Kellin stopped, and looked at me, "Okay that just sounds stupid; why would  I leave you for some girls?" he said, "and 'too broken' sounds retarded. I love you." He smiled, kissing me. The people in the halls didn't seem to really care that were together.

"oh," he then pulled away, "and I figured out my sexuality." He had said.

"Oh?" I was interested.

"Well, I'm not gay, or bi, and I'm not asexual or gender fluid. But I'm pansexual and demisexual."

I nodded, as we approached the cafeteria, "explain."

"Well...I've realized that I'm attracted to anyone who I have a connection with. I don't really have a preference when it comes to dating, the personality is all that matters to me; and that's called pansexul, I did research. And, I wouldn't have sex with haley because I wasn't enough connected to her emotionally, and that's called being demisexual; when you can't do it with someone because of the connection." He said, his words in deep thought.

I hugged him, "I think it's great you're figuring yourself out, Kellin."

"What's your sexuality?"

I shrugged, "I'm Bi. Always have been..."

He nodded, "and Vic?"

I turned to him.

Kellins pov~

"Well you know how you told me about your dad?" I asked Vic, as we sat at a table.

He shifted, but kept positive eyes, "yes."

"Maybe you should come live at my house." I had said, searching his eyes.

"How would that work?" He asked, crossing his arms, and taking a bite from his pizza.

"Well, my parents don't  know that we're dating, so maybe if I'd explained to then that we were really good friends, and about your dad, they could take custody over you."

Vic then dropped his gaze and bit his lip, laughing, but without humor, "or we could wait until my birthday, I'm seventeen."

I smiled, "God it feels good to be older than you.." But he smacked my arm playfully.

"It's really funny because my birthday is in two days." I gazed at him just In disbelief.

"Victor Fuentes your birthday is on sunday?"

"Yeah-"

"We have got to do something!" I exclaimed.

He rolled his eyes and sulked in his seat, "like?"

"sky diving, boogy boarding, movies, snow boarding, rock climbing, hiking. a party, a date, diy crafts-"

He laughed out loud, " 'Diy crafts' ? Kells, get out of here.."

I smiled,  "anything that requires being with you."

"Okay, okay...What about...we go to a concert?"

I sighed, "what metal band this time?"

He laughed, "Bmth isn't metal, but okay..And I'm not that into metal myself, so..I was thinking we made a concert of our own."