One Night changed everything (Zayn Malik | One Direction FanFic)

Chapter 26 - Truth or Lie?

Please read FATHER OF TWO. You can find it on my profile.

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"I want you to know that you can trust me."

We were now standing at a bridge in the park. When I looked up I saw in his hazel nut eyes. A bit tooo romantic. Before he could close the cap between us I kissed him on his cheek. I don't want to hurry. He just smiled at me and took for the second time today my hand.

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I closed the door behind me still smiling.
I turned around still in thoughts and scared me to death when there was Harry standing in the darkness.

"Fuck! Harry! You scared me!!"

"Nice to see you too." He said and hugged me.

"Hi" I mumbled into his sweater.

"Where are the boys?"

"You mean my band?" Harry asked confused.

"no Harry. My sons!"

"oh yeah right." He said awkwardly. "They are sleeping."

This boy is to cute.

"Thank you for taking care of them." I said and gave him a kiss on his cheek.

I was about to see after my boys when I heard Harry yell after me: "You were right, they only sleep to Night Changes! Love their music taste."

"Hmm I think when they are older they will have a better taste in music." I said and walked away.

Our relationship was weird but amazing. We were cousins but we acted like siblings and we both knew that we can trust each other with everything.

When I stepped into the room of Zain and Javadd I could still hear Night Changes. It looks like Harry put it on replay. When I took a seat it just came Zayn's part and I just love his voice.

Going out tonight, changes into something red
Her mother doesn't like that kind of dress
Reminds her of the missing piece of innocence she lost

I've been playing this song for now over 6 months daily on replay for the boys and I just got the lyrics now.

The day Zayn moved in... I left in the evening for partying.. and I wore a red dress --- Going out tonight, changes into something red

When we went to get my clothes from my parents house, my mum made an insurrection about my clothes, mostly about the red dress... Zayn was also there --- Her mother doesn't like that kind of dress

And than when we left the house... my mums sad face... Zayn was also there --- Reminds her of the missing piece of innocence she lost

Could it be that he wrote this part about me?
My thoughts got distracted when I heard a moaning. Before this moanig could change into a crying I went to Zain's bed and took him out.

"Hey buddy. You hungry?" I said and gave him a kiss on his force head. He just look at me with his big blue eyes. He was so beautiful. I sat down with him on my chair where I usually feed them. Sometimes I still breast feed them. Like now. I think this is something really important for babys. Having the close connection to their mother and I loved it when he's done and he's just looking at me "happy with everything" right now and that I'm the best human being for him at his moment.

I heard a knocking at the door.

"hey, are you ok?" it was Gemma.

"Yes thank you Gem."

"You need everything?"

"I'm ok, thank you." I wishpered because Zain was fully asleep in my arms now. I put him back into his crip and walked out of the door to Gemma.

"Harry is cooking something. You wanna eat too?"

"Something?" I asked.

"Yeah I'm actually not sure what it is."

"Let's go and help him before he empoison us." I said joking.

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Harry cooked pasta and we actually were able to eat it.
This day was amazing but also really confusing.

Zayn was so nice today but I'm scared to tell him the truth and I'm not even sure if I'm ready to tell him yet. The tought that he wil deny them or will be mad at me kills me. I was already in my bed with I saw that someone messaged me.

Good night Princess, sweet dreams. Thank you for the amazing day today.
Zayn xxx

I was smiling whilst I was reading this.

Good night Zayn. It was great thnx.
Lor xx

His answer came quick.

So I am I allowed to call you Lor now?
Zayn xxx

I think so. You reached the third level of my trust.
Lor xx

Of how many?
Zayn xxx

Might be 10. good n8
Lor xx

Good night my Princess. See you tomorrow?
Zayn xx

I didn't reply on Zayn's last text. He called me his Princess, how cute. Tomorrow? I don't know if I can let Cara, Gemma or Harry babysitting my kids 24/7, this isn't right.

Hey Hazz, are you free 2morrow?
Lor xx

No sorry, I've got an invitation to the Fashion Week in London.
Hazz xx

Damn. I had to get out of my comfortable bed and knocked and Gemmas room.

"Hey Gemz you up?" I whispered.

"yes, hold on Lor."

She opened the door and looked at me sleepy.

"Sorry for bothering but could you maybe take care of Zain and Javadd tomorrow?"

"Shit. No. I can't. I have to go to the Uni for one week." She said.

Shit no.

"Why?" Gemma wanted to know.

"Zayn asked me if we could do somehing tomorrow."

"Oh, I'm sorry Lor but maybe Cara is free?"

"yes maybe. Good night Gemma and thank you anyways."

I went back to my room. Cara wasn't free tomorrow. She told me this months ago that she is having an important meeting tomorrow.

I have now 3 options:

1. Telling Zayn that I can't come.
2. Telling Zayn that they are the neighbor kids, which I'm babysitting.

or

3. Telling him the truth.

I didn't like any of my options.


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Which option shall she take?