Sorry for not updating for ages but I was sooo busy with finals and stuff but now I will have some days off. Finally xD ~~~ POV Zayn
This has to be a bad joke.
I'm walking down the road when her words are still stuck in my mind.
"They look like you because they are yours." They can't be. Theres no way they are.Why would she hide them from me? I know I had my YOLO time last year but that doesn't mean she can hide my kids from me. - fuck! I already call them mine.
I need to get out from this place. Out from London. Whilst I made my way to Bradford, my old place were I grow up I'm having enough time to think about everything.
"...I saw in the news that you had daily another bitch and I really didn't want a male whore playing daddy for my kids!" Is she right? Did I really act like this?
I can still see her face in front of me before I slammed the door behind me. She actually left Harrys house because of me? She could have told me and I would helped her. No Zayn, you were to busy using every girl which passed you by.
I need someone I can talk about all of this. Someone who can tell me what I should do next. After a bit more than 3 hours I parked my car in the parking lot in front of my family house. The house I bought for them. With a deep breath I ring the bells. My mother opens the door. She looks confused but after the shock that I'm here without telling her, she smiles and hugs me like only a mother can. Spending the love, confort and security you need.
"Zayn? What are you doing here? And why did you cry?" She asks me worried.
Cry? I didn't even realize that I cried the whole drive to Bradford.
"Mum, I think I've done shit."
"What ever happened, I'm sure we can solve it." She tries to calm me down.
"No. You can't solve this." I said sadly.
"Would you mind tell me what happened Zayn?" She obvisouly was confused.
"Do you remember Lorena?"
"Lorena Cox? Harrys cousin?"
"yeah."
"Whats with her?" She was confused.
"We .... erm... kind of had something together 2 years ago but I didn't tell her and than she moved out and Harry was mad and now I saw her again and she did accept my apologize almost and than I went over to her house and there were babys." I said this sentence within 2 seconds.
"and what has this to do with you??"
"Fuck mum. I think they are mine." I screamed and felt tears on my cheek.
"Are you sure?"
"She said so and they look like me a lot."
"They?"
"Yes, twins."
"Oh Zayn." She said and hugged me.
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"You aren't allone ok? You have us, your family and we will always be here for you and help you. And if they are really yours..."
"Thank you mum." I stoppped her.
"Where are they now? I mean aren't they like your family?" She was right. They were my family now and I just left them. I didn't even let Lorena explain me everything. Maybe it was because she called me names.
"We had a fight." I let her know.
"About what?"
"Well I had to find it out by myself when I walked into her living room."
"Oh my god. Does she know that you are here?"
"Why should I tell her?"
"Don't you think she worries about you?"
"No. She didn't mind telling me for 15 months, why should she give a damn now?"
"Well check your phone."
"I don't want to."
"Zayn." She sighed and took my phone. "You have 20 missed calls. 14 are from Lorena."
"I don't care."
The phone started to ring. No.
"Don't you want to pick it up?"
"No." I stayed stubborn.
She looked at me, sighed and took my phone on her ear.
"Hello?" She replied the phone.
She listened to what the person is saying on the phone. I'm pretty sure it's Lorena.
"Yes Zayn is with me." My mum answered her and it sounded more like a question.
"You fucking asshole! Why would you run to another women straight away!!" I heard Lorena screaming through the phone as my mum put the speaker on. I wanted to reply her but my mum stopped me.
"I'm sorry Lorena but I think my son has the right to see me." Mum said.
"Oh my god. I'm so sorry Mrs. Malik." Lorena says now with a calm voice.
"It's not me who you have to apologize to."
"I know. I'm sorry Zayn. I'm sorry for not telling you about all of this. I just thought that this was the best decision for all of us." I can hear that she is crying by now.
My mum looks at me. Waiting to reply Lorena. But I don't know what to say. We both done mistakes. I don't know how to act in a situation like this.
"If you want you could come to Bradford. You two could talk than and I would love to meet you and my grandchildren." Mum says as I don't give anything from me.
"Wouldn't we bother you?"
"I invited you Darling and you three belong to our family now." Why is my mum this nice? I really appricated it what she is doing that for me, for us. I wouldn't find the right words right now.
"Thank you so much. We will be there tomorrow. Could you please let me know the address?" After my mum gave her our address they finnished the call.
"Thank you mum." I say and feel the tears again on my cheeks.
"It's fine baby. Go and rest. You have to be ready for tomorrow." She says and kisses me on my forcehead.
~~~ My sisters and my father are already sleeping. How should I explain them that I'm a father now?
Will the boys accept me as their daddy? Will Lorena and I get along? Will this all have a future?
And how will the fans react?????
~~~ How will they react?
Merry Christmas everyone!! And Happy Birthday to Louis and me tomorrow :D
