One Night changed everything (Zayn Malik | One Direction FanFic)

Chapter 8 - Beginning of a new Start

POV Lorena

I made a decision. 

I won't tell Zayn or Harry or anyone.

As I told this Cara she was really shocked but she told me that she will always be on my side and will help me to get through this.

The next step I have to do, won't be easy for me. 

I decided to search an own apartment.

In fault the boys will be back in less then 2 weeks makes me nervous. I don't wanna meet anyone of them. Not even Harry. Okay I do wanna see my cousin but it's better when I will leave him. He shouldn't know that I'm pregnant.

My parents are still on their world tour and my brother and sister are sharing a flat in Kingston (suburb of London). Cara meant it's the best idea when I'll ask them if I can stay with them till I found a better place to stay. 
but asking them this, means I have to tell them that I'm pregnant.

"Hello?", this was the voice of my sister.

"erm hello Vanessa it is Lorena speaking".

"oh hey Lor. How's ya?"

"to be honest...not good".

"Oh whats wrong?"

"can we meet up? don't wanna tell you it through the phone."

"yes, sure. You know our adress?"

"yes".

"ok come here at 5pm?"

"sure, thank you Vanessa".

"no problem, see you baby sis."

with this words she hung up the phone. If should would know that her "baby sis" is having a baby on her own ... OMG!

"and what did she say?", Cara asked me.

"she said that I should come over."

"and you will go right?"

"of course".

I was so nervous. Telling my siblings that I am going to be mother. I don't know how they are going to react. Won't they help me? Will the ignore me forever beause they see me as a shame in the family?

I have no idea.

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"ready?", Cara asked me as we were infront of Vanessas and Kevins shared house.

"no".

"anyway, let's ring."

ugh I wasn't ready.

As I rang the bells I had the feeling to run away. But I guess Cara realised that because she hold my arm thight.

"Hellow sista", a smiling Vanessa opened the door.

"hi Vanessa", I said, almost losing my voice. she didn't realised it I guess because she gave me a huge hug.

"missed you so much Lor."

I blushed.

"missed ya too".

After she also greeted Cara she let us in her apartment.

"take a seat on the sofa in the livingroom, Kevin is already there. I will join you two in a sec."

With this words she dissapeared in an other room.

"Everything will be fine", Cara whispherd. 

" I hope so."

After a big welcome hug from my weird brother we were all finally in the livingroom.